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Last Updated: 9/6/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Sign: Cancer

City: EL CAJON
State: California
Thursday, April 02, 2009 

Current mood:  calm
I find myself just tripping out on things in life. Often curious to what twist or turn is coming just around the next corner. Usually hiding out until you least expect it & then BAM! It punches you right in the face. For me, a few times these past few weeks life has punched me in the face with a few "WTF?!" moments.. And I am sure it's lying in wait around the next corner to do it again real soon..

The past week, week & a half has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride for me. One day being one of the best days I've had in years & then it turning out to be one of the worst.. Funny how things can change so quickly huh?! :-) But from it all, I've relearned an important lesson in life when it comes to dealing with people that you have strong feelings for. When to shut up, what not to do when you are unsure of what's going on, sometimes it's not the best idea to just do what you want to at that moment, and to look at the whole situation from afar so that you can base your actions on the reality of it all. 

I've spent a lot of time in my head (as I usually do) here recently, and just when I think I've made some progress in working something out, I suddenly realize I haven't made any at all. I don't know about everyone else's mind, but mine fucks with me constantly. In strange and cruel ways at times. As if life wasn't hard enough.

All in all, a few old lessons relearned, a few new lessons learned and a big reminder that things constantly change and that you have to roll with the punches to see where it goes. Fighting it only makes it worse on yourself.

So, I am a bit anxious, stressed, bummed, happy, excited, and chill all at the same time.. To see where life takes me here in the near future..






6:16 PM
 
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