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☆♠MiZz ShOr.. (1)
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Monday, April 20, 2009 

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Damn.. I really don't know where to begin on this topic.. other than the fact that there is nothing in life that can make you feel this high that no drug on earth can come close to matching, and also torture you in ways that you never thought possible, in every way possible.. And we all fiend for more... That good part... It's always the good part... Knowing way deep in the back of our heads, that in the end, it all will torture you from the inside out with every fucked up tool in its arsenal.

And it will hurt. It will really hurt.. It will scar.. The wounds may heal.. Hopefully in a few years.. But sometimes, not at all... I've had quite a few experiences with that vicious cycle.. Not for awhile now really.. But I can admit that the after effects of one, even years later, still tortures me on a daily basis.. On top of that, I had just a little taste of that vicious cycle again here recently & managed to go from the high, to the torture, in the matter of weeks.. :-) WTF?! There was no relationship... Just a bunch of feelings that were a bit overwhelming to deal with I guess.. Not used to having to deal with everything involved in this bullshit... Its actually pretty lame... Well, the game that is.. That little ordeal should have set off the 'Bullshit Detector' at least a little bit... But I wasn't looking at the guages.. I was watching the road.. a foggy one.. a thick brown fog... A thick brown fog we like to call "BULLSHIT" around here.. :-) 

Maybe it is naive to believe that there is that one 'Real' person out there.. or just that one 'Real' person that has just enough of a balance between the qualities you want them to have, and the qualities you need them to have... And by 'Real' I mean someone who is for real. No games, no bullshit, no lying, no cheating... etc.. Just someone who will love & care for you as much as you love & care for them. Actually, as I am thinking about this whole 'Real' person... I am finding that there is a lot more specifics included in MY version of this 'Real' person. Everyone has their version of what I am talking about.. I say 'Real' because I guess that is what I am looking for.. Maybe yours is 'Rich', or 'Absolutely Gorgeous'... or whatever.. 

I guess I am trying to say...

Well maybe this has no point...

I see so many people out there, neck deep in the fucked up games people play with one another, and it really makes me think about what I want in life when it come to any future relationship(s). I do know that I am way to old to be dealing with someone's stupid ass game. And I know that the moment I relize it, I'll drop their ass like a rock... Want to play games.. Fuck you.. Done.. Bye Bye... How you like my little game called "you's a dumb, game plain', just got dropped on your ass lil bitch"... It's always so good in theory isn't it...

So much so that I can't wait to actually say that to someone.. :-)

Told you this had no point..

Happy 4/20


 

10:08 AM
 
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Missy

 
I think most ppl play head games. Fucked up, i know but most ppl do. Why can't ppl just say how they feel or think? Sometimes they are just retarded.
I have no problem saying how I think or feel and sometimes that isn't always nice but whateve! I have friends who are seriously retarded and play games constantly and pretend to be nonconfrontational inorder to do scandelous shit and keep it on the low! WTF?!? Is this bitch just a head game player or is she a trifilin ho? Eh, whateve, just thought i'd comment cuz I'm bored as hell and stuck at home b/c my car is a bastard and won't start! I think it needs a new battery! That's what's goin on in my hood!
 
Posted by Missy on Monday, April 20, 2009 - 10:15 PM
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☆♠MiZz ShOrTeY 1 & OnLy♠☆

 
wow u know what that is soo true i agree with everything this girl says...life is just full of bullshit and game players...its hard now-a-days to know who is real and who is fake...but like my momma always said keep ur guard up thats all u can do.....PREACH ON BROTHER JOSEPH!!!!!!!! PREACH ON!!!!!!
 
 
Posted by ☆♠MiZz ShOrTeY 1 & OnLy♠☆ on Wednesday, April 22, 2009 - 11:26 PM
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