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Gender: Male
Age: 20
Sign: Taurus

City: A open masoleum
January 24, 2008 - Thursday 

Category: Life
"The man that  makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man"

A quote made popluar by Avenged Sevenfold but it's been around since the late nineteenth century.


And the battle to do just that or strive towards the betterment of mankind is what we all have to face at one time or another.

I, however, have seen just what running away does and I know I'll choose the latter.


So, you're pondering what this one in particular is going to be about?

Let's not waste limited time and just get to the point, hmm?

You always see other people on myspace, dying for attention and asking for somekind of attention from the opposite sex.

truth be told, I don't think I'm even capable of regular interaction with any human being of the same sex.

So I've been here for about nineteen years, and I've learned that we have such a..trivial existence.

we can leave as soon as we were put here, and no one knows when it's time for you to go.

So knowing this, is it possible to achieve this cheery disposition the masses crave?

why is it that they want to see this?

The same reason they created religion, it's a man-made opiate that lulls society into a state of false security.

I know that some of you might think this is just a phase or just a stage I'll grow out of, but my philosophy on life has been the same for all of....five years.

basicially the entirety of my enlightened existence.

Pondering just what it will take to appease this innate desire for social interaction, I wonder if it's possible to abolish this desire all-together and shed this burden.

I have decided that i want to become a futurist and a bio-engineer.

Don't get me wrong, I'm still going to school for IST so that in case this notion blows over and I realize I lack the mental acuity and capacity to pursue this type of a career.

this means that I will be creating new strands of bacteria, crafting new forms of fuel, even decoding the DNA of humankind as well as other species, the possibilities are endless.

Honestly, I still want all of these things, but I think I should just leave it be and let that portion of my mind die out.

Even though most of you won't read this, I thought I'd make it known to all of you.
Currently watching:
Ghost in the Shell
Release date: 31 March, 1998
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ǝıuɐןǝɯ

 
i get u.
i mean i understand all that ur talking about-
but hey
i kno most ppl make internet or use internet to get some sort of relief from i dunno real life, w/e rite?
but im tellin ya- i just use it coz i has nothing better to do-
but definetly
meeting u has been one of the best things that ever happened to me-

this means that I will be creating new strands of bacteria, crafting new forms of fuel, even decoding the DNA of humankind as well as other species, the possibilities are endless.

oddly enough i was kinda thinking of that myself- but then i went like 'oh fuck it, im too lazy' and i'll stick with anythin tha comes my way

but dustin, ur gonna make some sweet money. cheers XP
[then u can get me the original japanse maid outfit. rofl]

melanie loves u
 
Posted by ǝıuɐןǝɯ on January 26, 2008 - Saturday - 2:33 AM
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