It feels like it was yesterday when I was a senior at bhs and I was driving off to lunch at about this date a year ago.........Really the last nine ten months have been a blur and I don't know how to grasp a better perception of it.

I've watched it slip out of my grasp like sand in the hourglass and I'm sitting here asking myself what I can do to get a better sense of the time that is eluding me so fluently as of late.


At this rate, paranoia grips me and I shudder to think about how fast a massive ten years will go by, that's literally one eigth of a human's lifespan...

give me time to think on this and I'll come back later with some kind of a solution.