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The Livin Nitemare



Last Updated: 11/28/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 19
Sign: Capricorn

City: SPRINGFIELD
State: Tennessee
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/16/2008
October 8, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:  blank
Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that Im nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything Ive done
Because its the onlt thing I have left

Blame yourself again for what I didnt do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me

Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didnt hate this than I couldnt cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all thats left now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Seething in my head
Im suffering instead
I cant remember why
This meant so much to me

Doubt
Did I ever want this?
Its all I couldve been, its all I wouldve been
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
Its all Ive ever been, its all il ever be

Seething in my head
Im suffering instead
I cant remember why
This meant so much to me

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
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