Labor Day… the symbol of the end of summer. Time to think about what we did, how we acted… the fun we had. Time to get ready for amazingly beautiful days with red, yellow and orange leaves blowing in the crisp air. Summer this year was ok, we didn't do anything, didn't go anywhere…. Hell barely spent any time together. I think today I'm sad…. The end of summer …..the end of softball, the end of racing, the end of our time to have fun. My sons' birthday is today, he's at school so I don't get to see him. I am sitting at the computer doing nothing and feeling blue. My daughter is sitting in front of the TV.. Vegging to an SUV marathon, Brian is upstairs…doing I have no idea…and I'm here with a tear on my cheek wishing I could wave a magic wand and make summer start over again. Maybe this time I would get it right. I will look foreword to Autumn, I love the cool days and cooler nights. Football, and street fairs, Bloomsburg fairs and being a fair hick for the day. I love Halloween, making our house the spookiest on the block and this year maybe even going on a ghost walk at Gettysburg to see if we can scare ourselves silly. I don't want to look back and think of what might have been for summer.. Maybe I will just take the little wand and spring ahead to fall… and the joys that season has to bring.