So.. our last year of softball. Makes me sad, in some ways makes me feel like all hours and hours of watching my daughter win, lose, playing amazing and play less then steller is very quickly coming to an end.  At times that scares me to death.  I’ve been a softball mom for....10+ years and all I can think of is now what?  She leaves for college, and I’m ... no longer who I was... and I worry about who I’ll become. 

I guess what I’m going to do is just enjoy... this year above all others I’m going to sit back and just watch her doing what she loves....and just be proud, supportive and remember what is was like when she was this silly kid in a ponytail trying to outplay, out catch, out last everyone else. 

We won tonight.  11-0... she had some amazing hits...4 at bats, 3 hits and took a ball to the ass for the team.  Go Amanda.  Great job... just play and enjoy this year.  I love you!!