Layings in the yard staring at the stars.
Wondering, will i ever get to lay there again
watching them with you.. Walking along the beach.
late at night, talking about anything. i miss those nights.
I miss the times you randomly come over to my house.
and kidnap me. just cause i need a friend. will i ever get
those days again. Will i ever be okay cause your gone.
i never thought this would come, never thought i would
have to fast this. Why you have to go. you told me you missed
hanging out with me. i cant be anger at you. no one new. i cant
be anger at my self. i didnt know. but why am i so made about it.
i cant listen to this song.. the more and more i listen to it. i tihnk
of you. and how you us to sing it.. sounds dumb but i never thought.
i could cry so much. i never thought i could miss someone so much.
i wish i got that last day. that last goodbye. those hugs you always gave.
i miss them so much.. i mis you soo much. I miss going to the little park just
to swing. i havent back since. i remember the time me and kay went.
with you and we thought someone was on the water tower and you told us
were gonna be the irst to die in a horor movie. the crazy little moments. running
around in the winn dixie parker lot after the store close. during while the remodle was going on. im gonna miss how we would play jokes on people... there great memorries but
i wish i could make more..

but you got out of this world, no more troubles. i know your watching over us.
and i know you die watching over a friend. your always the good friend.
i just wish you where here. cause i need you more then ever. 

I love you with all my heart kiddo.
you never bothered me i was just always scared cause i never had someone care so
much.. my own parents never loved on me the way you did. you never let me be hurt. you always tried to make it better. and you always new when i needed a friend. you were always a blaste to hang out with.. you always got me to smile. im going to miss are crazy trips to no where. im going to miss your singing. and how you always made funny faces. and im going to miss how you us to pick on me. and i would get so mad and laugh about it later on.. im going to miss are funny crazy random momments.
you were the best. and ill never forget you, and ill do my best to make a stand to drunk driving.. no one needs to lose anymore love ones over something so stupid..

i miss you kiddo..
i love you.

Bear.