I need to get back into meditation and reading of Paramahansa Yogananda's book. Why haven't I been doing that? I've been focused on ... what?

Anything that encourages failed spiritual practice is to be rooted out. I like what Louise Hay says in her DVD, Dissolving Barriers . . . that procrastination is lack of love for myself. I want to spread my wings and fly but what holds me back?

More than anything it is my lack of motivation to DO rather than just THINK and DREAM. It is the follow-up of DOING that makes a difference in this world. Any disembodied spirit can think and dream. But I encased my soul in a physical body so I can habituate myself to the fine art of DOING.