Yes, time still goes round and round, and life still ebbs & flows... it's funny how one day it's dark & grey with no light let alone a silver lining, and then mere hours pass by and the rainbows return. It's an amazingly beautiful thing we have here, this world on which we gallivant. Seeing the greatness ain't always easy, especially when one is filled with tortured emptiness, but please allow time to pass before making any dire decisions, before sinking into any conclusions. It's amazing what hours can bring! Only a few days ago I was feeling like chaos on the inside, loose ends looser...and after a few twists and turns, I am back out on the other side because life is like that. One day you are all alone and the next day you are not. It's as simple as that. I hear people out there saying they are so alone that no one understands them... true true, I feel that way too on occasion, but bottom line you (we) are not alone. How could we survive without the graciousness and generosity the musicianship and humour (among other things) of others?? Yes, there are certain sides to my personality, to my SELF that even I don't understand at the best of times, but to think heavy deep cemented thoughts last forever?? Well, they don't. Just like that craving for a cigarette after you quit. It goes away. Lxo