Alas, I think I figured it out. It's not all about any ONE thing. This life is a plethora of existence. Can I say that? There is a place for everything. EVERYTHING! We don't just have to make one choice, or follow one path. We don't HAVE to do anything. We read books, magazines, watch telly, movies and learn all these things, which are ultimately opinions of others... and from there, we buy into other people's trains of thought, and live our lives through other people's beliefs! I just don't get it. I mean, there are far too many NO's in this life... it drives me nuts! NO to the ice cream NO to the late nights NO to the anarchy NO to the pacifists NO to the caffeine, NO to the jelly rolls NO to EVERYTHING. Why can't we all just say yes a little more often and let the ebb mix with the flow.... People could really benefit from living vicariously through their BASIC instincts. NO???  Tomorrow is a new day... make it special. Do what YOU want and not what your Mum, Dad, Granny, Best Friend, Brother, Boss tells you. Take a day off from it all, and remember that it's YOUR OWN FREE WILL. You guide you. (I'm thinking if I type this for all of you to read, it might make more sense to ME, and perhaps I may indeed learn from this rant too!!) Please God, gimme the strength!! Lxo