okokok....I think I've put alot of energy into avoiding negativity in my life...especially 'friends' that talk so much sh#t its like they have emotional Tourettes syndrome, but those people always sneak in. Its all said like a joke, but eventually I realize it and try and slam the doors. But I'm a big softy...I was spending some time with a 'friend' like that the other night. I actually put their band on the bill of a show I was promoting, and then the guy proceeds to insult me (haahaa!), my music, and then I walk in on him talking shit about me to the promoter. I was a little drunk and it wasn't until the next day I realized what a complete dink this guy was.
And you know what, I still paid him and said thanks for coming...I feel kind of like Adam Sandler in Anger Management right now.Oh well, I'd rather be the slightly naive nice guy than the arrogant prick any day.