AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH, BURN THIS MOTHER FUCKER DOWN!!!!!!!!

I loathe this place.  It festers a disease in the bowels of its people much worse than this bullshit swine flu being exacerbated by the pussified fear mongering media.  I am disgusted by its incompetent masses swirling around the absurd psychosocial spiral to nowhere.  That is why I've always felt like an outcast in this place.  I have never belonged here and for me to stay is a contemptuous tragedy.  Unfortunately for me, for the time being I am stuck in this living nightmare thanks to the masses of inept and unqualified bankers along with their greed stricken fools of customers that have brought our economy down to the brink of collapse.  For all of those losing their homes that shouldn't have been in the home buying game to begin with, good riddance.  You have reaped what you sowed and I feel no pity for you.  If anything, you and your children should all be castrated so that you can no longer infect society with your insignificant and worthless genetic code.  For those of you losing your home as a result of everyone else's lack of care for the rest of us, I apologize as you are not one of my targets but rather you are an unfortunate victim. 

What has become of this world running from every challenge and idly accepting every scare tactic as truth?  Swine flu, blah...bring it on!  Everyone is running around like a bunch of chickens with their heads cut off because swine flu is out, the economy is bad, the terrorists are going to get us, the cartels across the border are killing people, 2012 is approaching and some superstitious ancient people said that was the end of time, George Bush is the antichrist (that one didn't pan out did it dumbasses), Obama is going to take our guns away and make us communists, once again the Japanese are outselling American car companies again (hey, Chrysler just declared bankruptcy...fuck 'em), and god knows what else people are afraid of. 

People, you must pull your heads out of your asses, stop listening to what everyone says, grow a pair and move the fuck on.  Swine flu isn't that big a deal.  It's a regular flu only a little worse.  Humanity has endured worse.  The economy is bad because everyone decided to shit their pants at the same time and have negatively influenced this artificial sublimation.  In reality, what is actually different from a year ago when it comes to society's purchasing desires...NOTHING.  Because everyone suddenly shat themselves over fear we have come to this point.  It's all fake so get it out of your heads as reality and get out.  As for Al Qaeda and the terrorists, I don't give a flying fuck.  If they even exist, fuck 'em.  We've got bigger fish to try and they're not foreign, they're domestic.  Thousands of times more people die each year from heart disease and cancer yet we spend not 1/100th of the money on curing that than we do on terrorists that killed a few thousand.  I'm sorry 9/11 victims but I'm sick of mourning for you.  Hey, how about we actually spend the money we use on our military that doesn't actually protect us (not to say anything bad about military people but you have been lied to just like the rest of us) on functional necessities like education and medicine.  If we actually spend our time and money on educated our children they would be much better off.  If the money had been spend on us, we wouldn't be in this mess. 

George Bush being the Antichrist, the end of the world in 2012 and Obama making us communists: if you believe any of this, let me help you out by taking the gun that isn't being taken away from me and blowing a hole in the back of your head because you are a retard.  I'm not going to bother arguing any further on that point.  As for the American Auto Industry, too fucking bad.  It's not my fault they've decided to squander decades of technology and research in order to maintain the status quo of inadequate shotty vehicles that suck down gasoline like a cotton mouthed pothead drinking water.  The fact that they are going down is a reminder to everyone that greed will come back to bite you in the ass.  I'm sorry for those of you losing your jobs over this as it is not your fault but rather that of your bosses.  We have all been fucked by them for decades and this is the only way that their greed will be paid off in full.  Why should our tax dollars go to help and industry that chose to head down the path of failure?  If we lose our car companies to rival foreign corporations, so be it, that's what we all as Americans deserve. 

Do you see all of this people, this is what happens to a decadent society that believes it is indestructible.  This is what happens to a bunch of pussies that buy into political correctness.  Here we are pouring down cash in order to rebuild Iraq - what the fuck for!  What other empire in the history of the world has spent its own fortune to rebuild the conquered; not one.  This soft hippie bullshit drives me crazy.  We make ourselves believe that we care about the rest of the world, we teach our children to fear everything, we shelter kids from every possible negative action of the world.  We are building a world of weak useless drones that do nothing more than take orders.  Don't sign that paper saying you will only shout encouraging words to your child at sporting events, don't have your kid wear a mask and fill him full of medication at every sign of disease because you are destroying his immune system, don't shelter your child from every bully and every danger out there because they'll never learn to stand up for themselves and take charge, and most of all don't give up on spanking your kids when they fuck up because this pussy shit of pure positive reinforcement doesn't work but rather it'll turn your child into a serial mass murderer when he gets out into the world and realizes that it is nothing like the sheltered little life you've built for him. 

Finally we come to me being stuck in this shithole misnomer of a place, The Valley.  Thanks goes to each and every one of you that have reminded me why I left in such a hurry last time.  None of my so-called friends here ever bother to call me unless they need something.  Yeah, thanks a fucking lot.  I have tried to be your friend and you have abandoned me.  You neglect me when I am no longer a convenient asset.  Every one of you down here has cast me aside at least once for no good reason.  I have been lied to, stood up and ignored.  You have made me feel like the inadequate outcast but it is you who are the outcasts.  That is why you belong in this place with your kind.  Never once living in Austin did I feel unwelcomed, unacknowledged or insufficient and all at once those of you in the Valley have brought this upon me.  I don't give a fuck if you think I'm not good enough for you in whatever way you believe because I know for a fact that it is you that is not good enough for me.  I'm sick of the negativity that that brews in the people here.  Everyone thinks they're too good for everyone else, nobody is friendly or clean and everyone at the first sign of distress is quick to forget those of us wanting to be a positive influence. 

I have even resorted to talking to Jenn again just because I know that at the end of the day she will at least wish me well and give me more attention from 400 miles away than most of you will from five miles.  I cannot wait to leave you all and this place at it has all recultivated a painful malice in my heart that I had believed was gone.  Thank you for the hate, the pain and the disdain I have.  I will take your disservice, bury it deep down and pray for my return to freedom.

I know my uses,
I have my pride
But my heart is still untamed.
I learned my lessons,
I've conquered death
I go on and I'm unashamed