I couldn't sleep and it is past past 3 in the afternoon. God knows what will happen to me later at work with this situation.I know i feel crazy things and I have an impulse to do crazy stuff but sometimes I got to be kinder to myself.It is not my intention to stalk or cause annoyance to anybody. I just follow my instinct no matter how bizarre it may seem.I can always justify that with being human.So other than the need for human warmth...what keeps me going? Vinyl records and photography yay! Wow that's quick .Yeah it's true. As shameful as it may seem to rely on material stuff for personal comfort , I have to admit they take my blues away.
Bigger is not always better. After some refurbishing at home and building an extension, it doesn't take away the fact that the situations didn't improve. It's just the same ol' house with a bigger space.Frankly it gives me a feeling that we're not the only people living here. I do get paranoid thoughts sometimes.Same reason why I have to turn the radio on when I am at home because the silence worries me.Oh well...Outside it's raining hard. What a relief from the scorching days.