I'll say it again...WHAT THE FUCK!!! Is everyone out there a dishonest person...Has the world really sunk that low...It seems everytime I let my guard down and trust someone, they fuck me...Why can't they just be honest about their feelings and just be themselves...I know that ourselves aren't perfect...christ no one is...But inperfections can be overlooked...It happens everyday...So why be dishonest about who you are or what you want...I just dont get it...What I do get is that everytime this happens to me, I lose something and I'm so fucking sick of losing...OK...enough of the whoa is me shit...I guess I get something too...I learn from every experience and still come out alive...So hard to keep positive in such a negative world...But I will try and I will suceed...cause I'm me and I'm a survivor...thanks for listening