ok. so, again with life sucking. no job, rapidly running out of money, allergies are bad, i don't know what i want to be when i grow up. ha.

i am tired of feeling like i do nothing but let everybody down, including myself.



on a positive note, i do have access to a car that runs (ooooooooooh!!!) now, so i don't have to be all pathetic-like and beg for rides anymore! (thanks jill!)

i feel like i am just in a really, really, REALLY bad place in my life.. so many things are going right in my life right now, but those few things that are going wrong are going REALLY all kinds of BAD wrong and overshadowing all the good.


urrrgh.