1. Infested Waters
Caught in this tide trying to break free
but i always seem to come up short getting cut down at my knees
the earth has got me locked down
im pulling so much weight on my back
but the clock is ticking with this current and i just cant react
my eyes are always open
they never close
drowning in decay
i just want to explode
but im trying to do what i can
and see through this distorted vision
because this life is a living hell
and im always swimming
get me out of this reality
im stuck in an infested sea
and it feels like im swimming in infested water
as the currents grip gets stronger
the tide is feeding on me
sinking faster with no air to breathe
2. Seaside Decay
Forced into seclusion my feet are sinking beneath me
as i stare into the depths of this corrupted sea
i dive into the deep
swimming through every corner
finding nothing but chaos and disorder
these troubled thoughts do nothing but weigh me down
when i get to the surface i take a look around
when i get to the surface all i see is waste
and infection is spreading through seaside decay
i am decay
i can only pray for the day
my flesh burns away
in this hell i call my life
3. Headless Horsemen
Pulled under into the depths of this mindset i cant control
these voices take me over into this shattered threshold
shadowed by darkness by forces i cannot mend
this internal hell is real and i cant comprehend
these deadly visions do nothing but cloud my thoughts
living in the light is lie as im forced to rot
i cant cheat death
there is no conclusion
i have to accept that life is an illusion
headless and mindless
i cant think
i have no choice
i was born to hate