In my life I have been blessed with many gifts.  but the ones th mean the most to me no amount of money can buy nor replace.   * First of all, my parents.  Most people are blessed with two parents.  I have been blessed with three.  Without their guidence, love, support, and structure I would have never learned the lessons life had to teach me.  They taught me to take life as it is given, love to the fullest, and the disipline it take to e a responsible trust worthy person.  * Second,  my four beautiful children.  They are my world.  Everything I do is for them.  I never had a clue that being a parent had so many blessings.  The day to day is not the same.  Once you become a parent your life is never you own again.  But to go back and change things, NEVER!  I have never loved, laughed, cried, been aggrivated, ect, ect, as i have becomming a parent.  * Third,  the love of my life.  Imagine not looking for a relationship to being swept off your feet and head over heels in love with someone.  One click of a mouse, a web site, and out comes this kind, conciderate, DAMN GOOD LOOKING, loving man.  He took a big step comming into my life.  Ready made families usually  will make someone say, " ummm sorry not intrested"  Not him.  He took the ball and ran with it. Taking on the role as daddy and doing a DAMN GOOD job with it.  His love for my children has no bounderies.  * I sit back and count my blessings.  Life isnt messured in material possesions but by the person you are.  You can be the richest person in the world and be the most unhappy.  I might not have many things but I have friends, family, my children, and Chad.  So i concider myself very rich in the way of blessings.  *   To those that have something to say about me and the fact I talk about Chad all the time and myspace is covered in pics of him  Take a second look.  My children are my world.  They are the reason I live and breath each day.  I was already blessed with love and happiness.  Chad just made a great addition.  If you dont like what i have to say in my blogs,  dont read them,  if you dont like that I dont have all my pictures with only my kids dont look.  Untill you walk a mile in my shoes dont judge me.  Life is too short to worry about shit.  If you dont like me stay off my page.