MONKEY PRIDE

Life or death,

The border between them is short.

Paralyzed,

A victim of morning dose.

That what you're drinking

The shit that you're smoking

Kills your mind

Becoming a junkie

This shit gives you monkey pride.

Suicide,

The way that your body knows

What is right?

How much it costs to do wrong

That what you're drinking

The shit that you're smoking

Kills your mind

Becoming a junkie

The shit gives you monkey pride.

I'm begging you Christ

Give their souls a shelter

Open their eyes

Being blind isn't better

Sterilized,

In bottle full of confusion

Injustice of live,

Being junkie there ain't no cure.

That what you're drinking

The shit that you're smoking

Kills your mind

You're becoming a junkie

The shit gives you monkey pride.

I'm begging you Christ

Give their souls a shelter

Open their eyes

Being blind  isn't better

MONKEY PRIDE

FALLEN DOWN

If only I could see myself while dying

How my only blood drips out my veins

If only I could lock my soul inside

Not to watch me how I'm falling down

I'm so fallen down

If only I could touch my mom for last time

But that's the life, I failed and now I'm paying

If only I could see the skies again

But the end has come, it's time to leave.

I'm so fallen down

Like a candle burning down

Life will come to end

All the future left behind

I wish to keep/ I pray for

I AIN'T LOSING MYSELF

Distorted thought's around my head.

Who let them in, he brought the hate.

Can't stop to think what else they want.

They left me blind, they left me in pain.

I ain't losing myself!

They tried a thousand, thousand times

to break the last piece of my pride.

No matter how hard they try to break my soul,

All this suffering can't change my faith.

I ain't losing myself!

They want to control me,

But only make me hate.

They want to use me,

But I'll make them pay.

Solo…

I ain't losing myself

They want to confuse me,

Stil they only make me hate.

They tried to hurt me,

but I'll make them pay.

Don't you stop the fight you've started.

I can take much more.

I ain't losing me

Don't you hide behind that wall

Can't you take much more?

I ain't losing myself.

PILLER CONFUSION

Stop! What?

Stop to confuse my life

Die! No!

I hate you my friend so real

I think I was out of role

I start my organic war

I think I must shoot my self

I feel so confuse

Now! What?

Now I'll just blow your head

Say! What?

Say can you feel the fear

Maybe I should take a pill

It's not hard if you have will

Maybe I must rope my neck

What I've tried I've failed

Now! What?

Now I'll just lose control

Take! What?

Take this confusion pill

Insanity's half way here

I can't feel but only fear

A last breath of paranoid

I feel pressure deep inside

What you've done with me

Bad thoughts burning, pulse gone slow

I know the way I feel

End my friend it seems so close

I know it waits for me

No more sadness, no more pain

Now your feed is me

Feed! Feed!

Feed me!