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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 37
Sign: Cancer

City: Vancouver
State: British Columbia
Country: CA
Signup Date: 11/22/2005

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Friday, March 07, 2008 

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Doctors are slow and not always that knowledgeable.  After getting even more symptoms and searching for some condition that would explain all this, I finally came up with a name which actually matches the condition:  an Arnold-Chiari Malformation.  This is basically a problem with the cerebellum where it expands too much, especially the fluid, and plays havoc with the spinal column and whatever else it interacts with.  It fits, especially as this has been episodic, never truly went away, and even at a younger age I had things like clear fluid bursting from my ears that seemed to come from the brain.  This is of course only my best guess at this time and not a diagnosis, but it feels right, and it is treatable, though I have to go through all the medical wait time thing.

Although the Canadian system is free, it still does involve waits:  I got a referral from my doctor to a neurologist in December and I finally get to see one in a few weeks.  This is despite hounding and protests that I can't work or do anything.  In fact, my doctor, after about 10 hounding phone calls from me, admitted he lost the referral on his desk while in between receptionists.  So that was 6 weeks of waiting there - and then the actual wait time for the neurologist started.  Maybe I simply needed this time!   And even after I see the neurologist, I'll of course still wait for an MRI which is absolutely needed.  I had a catscan before, which showed nothing.  If this is what's going on, it wouldn't.  In Canada for various reasons (among of which is less impetus for profit) there's much less MRI machines.

So to continue, here's some channeling about what's going on.  There's enough universal messages here that I figured everyone would enjoy it:

Question: Could you describe the actual physical nature of what is going on inside me in a way doctors might speak of it? I have a fog in the brain, neck tension and headaches, and a vertigo that increases when I do any activity. What has changed recently with the shortness of breath?


Good evening. We are here. You may be surprised to find all of us speaking to you at this time [Note: This means it is Polaris, which includes Michael, but isn't only Michael] , but we are drawing on together a number of levels of expertise, if you will, so we can more adequately describe for you what is happening for you on a physical manifestation level.

In other words, we can describe for you on a number of levels what has been occurring for you within your body, and some of what has caused this to occur, both on a physical and on an energetic level.

As was expressed to you earlier, all of you come armed, if you will, with a great number of latent possibilities. These possibilities comprise various physical scenarios that may or may not be acted upon within the course of a single lifetime. In other words, you hold within you the capability to manifest a great number of "diseases" and conditions, only a few of which for most of you you actually see or feel. Certain things happen during the course of a lifetime that affect you. We have told you that you hold energy You hold experiences. You hold thoughts within your physical self. And at times these accumulation act as a catalyst for various physical possibilities that exist within you. This, then, is what has been occurring for you on a number of levels over a course of some time.

So with this particular condition that you have found yourselves thinking about, there is a certain latency quality that exists with it. Your scientists have told that a person is born with a condition and it either creates symptoms or it does not. If one does not manifest symptoms there is little need to check for them, and so many of these latencies go completely undetected.

On a purely physical level, therefore, we have already in part described for you the sense of the compression of neural pathways throughout your body, and that is a simplified approach to what is going on. There is, as you know, a certain type of pressure that is maintained within the body. There is the pressure of the blood, the pressure of all the fluids located within the body. Since they are in a more or less enclosed space, there is a tension placed on the outer membranes of everything that holds fluids within the body. Now as you know, the human body is mostly comprised of fluids of one sort or another. And the outermost tangible enclosure for these fluids is of course the skin. Now, the one area that is also relatively fluid is the brain. Now what is the brain exactly? Many suppose the brain is where the mind resides, and we would say there is an energetic location that the brain and the mind body share in one sense and on one level. The brain, however, is made up of specialized cells that are present in order to perform a specialized function. This is not unusual because every part of your body is made up of specialized cells designed to perform a specialized function. An interesting thing about the brain, however, is that it is designed to transmit a great deal in terms of what is known to you as electricity. In other words, it sends more or less electrical impulses through the neutral pathways to all parts of your body. It's a method of communication. There is, of course, a much simpler (and perhaps more effective) way of communication, because of course every cell of your body maintains an awareness of every other cell in your body. So if this is true, what then is the need for the neural pathways? If your brain shares an awareness with your big toe and through that awareness is able to make the big toe move, why then the neutral pathways that tell the big toe essentially the same thing? To simplify the reality of the awareness of all the cells in your body, the answer to that question is that sometimes cells forget things. They're busy doing cell things. And they do not always choose to maintain an awareness with every other part of the body. Therefore the brain can send a little electric jolt through the neutral pathways to travel down and wake up those cells down there in the big toe. So what is happening with you then?

Again we tell you that these pathways are compressed. There is swelling. There is pressure that is not within the norm compared to other people. We spoke to you that the body maintains pressures of the various fluids contained within it. And along the main neutral pathway, being the spinal cord, there is fluid around it. It floats in a warm bath of fluid that also is an electrical transmitter. So the pressure, then, of that fluid in your body is elevated. This then creates a constriction. Now what is causing this fluid pressure to be elevated? Again, there is an accumulation of sensations taken in and held over a long period of time. There was little outlet to display the great deal of anguish that was experienced and remained unexpressed. This then resulted in a constricting overall. Now you know through chemistry that if you increase pressure there will be a result. It could be that the temperature increases. It could be that the volume is affected. Would you think us too lighthearted if we were to tell you that your brain has sadness. It is a part of you, yes, but it also has its own consciousness and it is one of sadness. And it has caused it to want to encroached upon territory that does not necessarily belong to it. This sensation adds to the pressure .

Now what can be done to relieve this? How does one make the brain less sad? How do you allow to dissipate a lifetime of accumulated hurt? And even if you do so, the body has become used to operating in this fashion, and sometimes has little interest in making big changes.

We have spoken to you many times before on a mainly energetic level. In other words, talking to you about your experience emotionally and energetically. It is difficult to confine our discussion with you on a purely physical level, yet we see that it is possible that there is a body choice to simply allow this deterioration to continue regardless of the inner spiritual work you are doing to resist that deterioration. It sounds fatalistic, doesn't it? However, we tell you also that you are at all times creating this body and maintaining its creation. You could change your appearance at any moment if you believed you could. You are using this physical experience in order to gain access to levels of your Self that you felt you would not do so in any other way. You are having the experiences you wish to in this lifetime. You are attracting, through those experiences, additional experiences from which to learn from. But you could, if you chose to and believe you could, change it all in an instant.
Experiences as they are chosen in a lifetime are chosen largely because of the set of beliefs that you also choose to wear. If you believed, fully believed, in magic for instance, you would be capable of it. You would see many manifestations of it on a regular basis. It's there – you're simply choosing not to see it.

If you believed that you would be doing the "same work" without the external feeling impetuses to look at certain elements of yourself then you could do so. However, part of your set of perceptual lenses in this lifetime has been that you feel the world is acting upon you. It is not at present within your belief set that you can truly change the manifestation of your body, or that you could encounter these inner transformational elements without some dramatic external cause.



Question: I came up a hit of Arnold-Chiari Malformation on the internet. Do I have this?


We would suggest you begin looking in that direction, yes.
Carrot Wax

 
Already saw an ear specialist, and the conclusion was that this is nothing to do with the ear.
 
Posted by Carrot Wax on Friday, March 07, 2008 - 17:45
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yin☰☲☱☳☴☵☶☷yang
Goddess Kundalinicandy

 
so what about cranial sacral work?
can you find a vipassana meditation center?
breathing ...just sitting and breathing in through the nose providing oxygen to your brain...accessing vital energy and allowing your thoughts to pass with ease
calming the nervous system intermittedly recieving cranial sacral work.

I say take vow of silence and go as deep with in your being as your breathe can take you...for as long as you can...

i will hold the hope for you that your docotors become more responsive and proactive....there are holistic prctitioners that may be more assistive....maybe a diagnosis or cure isnt what you need...you seem incredibly positive and reflective. sometimes we try to grasp and understand in impossible situations...infinite possibilities and infinite manifestations
understanding is not always the key to peace or healing...or rationale
i hold love for you.
inner peace,
kundalinicandy
 
Posted by yin☰☲☱☳☴☵☶☷yang on Friday, March 07, 2008 - 16:14
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~Just Jen~ the Zen Enigma

 
Good luck with your journey. The deeper you go within the more apparent your answers will become. I know these are trying times for you but sometimes we are just not meant to have all of the answers. Perhaps your purpose in this current physical state is for someone else that is reading your words to take notice of theirs. Keep providing the lessons. Water meditation helps tremendously for both the spirit and the body.

Sending light and prayers your way
 
Posted by ~Just Jen~ the Zen Enigma on Friday, March 07, 2008 - 17:00
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Carrianne
Carrianne Menna

 
Wow these guys are kinda wordy aye?
 
Posted by Carrianne on Friday, March 07, 2008 - 22:02
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Carrot Wax

 
Well, mostly I take a lot of it (unless it's posting an essay from someone else) as saying they care. Which is wonderful. :-)

I must say that although I like when people encourage other alternative options (which I think of myself as well), I do find it mildly annoying when people say "oh, it's probably _____". I've never written an essay on my symptoms, the years of history involved here, going to various healers and methodologies, what has been ruled out, etc. I am a smart person with a science background, so I don't rely solely on channeling or intuitive arts. I like being balanced between right and left brain. When I've said it's probably an Arnold Chiari Malformation, I mean that I've looked at a lot of things and that's by far the biggest match, especially including symptoms I haven't mentioned. Doctors were clueless which makes sense given this one. It's not 100%, of course, which is why a proper diagnosis is important, but I do like being given credit for not jumping to conclusions out of hypochondria.
 
Posted by Carrot Wax on Saturday, March 08, 2008 - 17:25
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Criminally Unfaithful

 
I live in the states and have a PPO system where I can pick the doctors but guess what?

Skin Doctor............6 weeks to get in
Teeth cleaning................3 months to get an appointment
my sons pediatrician............2 weeks unless we come at 8 in the morning in the sick
clinic where everyone breathes on him.


Gyno: 3 weeks
Mammogram: 6 weeks for first appointment


And we pay for it!
 
Posted by Criminally Unfaithful on Saturday, March 08, 2008 - 06:12
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Carrot Wax

 
Canada is actually pretty good for the most part. I can get in to see my GP within a day or two. It helps living in a desirable city though. Rural areas can suck.

For those interested, here's a good article about the health care in Canada and the myths.

http://alternet.org/healthwellness/76032/
 
Posted by Carrot Wax on Saturday, March 08, 2008 - 17:29
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michelley

 
hey darlin- never read the rest of the posts, but felt compelled to tell you that acupuncture has healed many of my wounds easliy(one needle). try that LOOOOONG before drastic measures like surgery, etc.
believe, have faith and know that information comes to you when you can process it in a rational manner. :)
mnnovak124
 
Posted by michelley on Saturday, March 08, 2008 - 07:19
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Carrot Wax

 
I did try accupucture! It was one of the first things I tried. This whole health issue has had years of history and trying many options. And yes, I always prefer alternative health measures.

That said, I am also looking at how my belief system is co-creating this, too. But it's good to have some information from science - such as saying that Chiropractic on the neck is not good for this.
 
Posted by Carrot Wax on Saturday, March 08, 2008 - 17:18
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Truth Teller
Truth Teller

 
See if you think Dr. Barry Morguelan from LA can assist you. If you need more info, email me.
Peace,
TT
 
Posted by Truth Teller on Saturday, March 08, 2008 - 15:47
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It's a Lesbian!
Shayna Pealer

 
And I hope EVERYONE here is eating plenty of fruits and veggies, because that can be the root of all evil and problems! If not, please check out www.lilbit4health.com and look into an easy, affordable way to get 17 fruits and veggies everyday! Good luck!
 
Posted by It's a Lesbian! on Saturday, March 08, 2008 - 19:28
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Buborela

 
Your blogs are always so right on to me. I wish you better luck with this referral and more importantly your healing. I'm going to read more about an Arnold-Chiari Malformation now.

Peace
 
Posted by Buborela on Sunday, March 09, 2008 - 22:36
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missy
Melissa Gamboa

 
I hope you get better. Have you asked your doctor about trying Rituxan?

Rituxan is a therapy for cancer patients. For some reason, it helps reduce the relapes a patient with Multiple Sclerios gets. It's something that I seriously want to try.

Well, your doctors will know what is best for you...

luv,
missy
 
Posted by missy on Monday, March 10, 2008 - 09:22
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algean

 
Hello! Im from philippines and there are things here so very hard to explain. My father was ill, Every day he is in pain. we got him to a doctor but the doctors diagnosed nothing. One day, one neighbor told us about the faith healer, which is 1km far and it is found in the very steep mountain. He is old he have assistant with there ceremony.

Astral project - this is the healing process. My sister was seated, and they started to pray with latin, they blow and whisper latin words. I am very afraid. I was very young then but I was so very afraid because my sister see a half horse and half human during his astral projections. The faith healer told that it was a creature from other dimension that causes my fathers ill.

After a minute my father was healed. It was a very very unbelievable experience I ever had but until now, it really left me a big question mark..
 
Posted by algean on Monday, April 07, 2008 - 04:44
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Overstanding Compassion

 
You may want to check out USANA Health Sciences which was formulated by Dr. Myron Wentz in 1992. He went into the lab and sudied the human cell. He found out what degenerated it and what regenerated it. He realized that optimal nutrition is both fundamental and indispensable to our health.

I had a lot of the same problems you had and went to several specialists before I found the doctor who immediatley ordered the MRI and within 2 hours, I was told what was wrong with me. And this was after 5 years of suffering through abalation appointments and epiduerals. I had 2 major surgeries on my back. I had a lot of problems with all the medications and when I came home, I started taking these supplements. Today I feel great even though I have 6 titanium screws in my lumbar region. I've lost weight, I don't look my age and you wouldn't know it by looking at me.

Each organ system in the body has it's own function, but if one system is overloaded or confused, it throws everything else off. I believe in having a positive attitude with mind and body, but to get all those fluids at the proper ph levels, we need to feed ourselves at the cellular level.

USANA Health Sciences is in Canada. They are also in the PDR (Physicians Desk Ref.), are in the top 5 of all the supplements with many accolades in Forbes, is the health supplement of choice for the US and Canadian Speedskating Teams, Cross-Country Canada, Biathlon Canada, and a variety of athletes in professional rodeo, boxing, skiing and tennis.

If all your systems ph levels are corrected, then maybe this problem you are having will disipate. My friend's symptoms of Miniers disease are gone since on the supplement. Keep in mind that these supplements are all natural, no parabins, preservatives, dyes or chemicals.

Dr. Wentz is a microbiologist, immunologist, Philanthropist, and Author. He also developed the Epstein Kit while trying to cure mononucleosis.

I'm not trying to sell you anything or convince you that this is the cure. While you're waiting for the MRI and doctors to get their stories straight, you may want to look into it. What do you have to lose? Sometimes we can turn our health around. Hopefully you will get well no matter what method you choose.

usana.com

Respect,
Mimi
 
Posted by Overstanding Compassion on Thursday, September 18, 2008 - 20:07
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Two Much Heaven

 
Have you tried EFT? (Emotional Freedom Technique) It's like accupuncture only you dont use needles..therefore is called accupressure.  This simple tapping technique has healed many of all kinds of health issues. People hold on to many different emotions whether it be from this life or a past life and as your guides stated, it manifests as illness in the body. By simply releasing the old energy through EFT tapping, you can insantly heal most ailments! http://www.emofree.com/

 
Posted by Two Much Heaven on Thursday, August 20, 2009 - 16:43
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