Sometimes in life you wonder what if.  You try to do the right things and wonder why things happen the way that they do.  Love is maybe just a fairytale.  Life sometimes makes no sense.  You fall in love then the one you love seems to push you away slowly almost wanting to be away from you.  You apologize and then you seem to pay the consequences for doing just that.  Negativity seems to fuel the fire and the burn seems to intice the inflicter.  Dreams that you dream seem to only be in your grasp but never get to be fulfilled.  You love and you love and then you are punished for the love that you give.  When you feel at your lowest someone seems to kick sand in your face.  What can you do but let go and hope that if the feelings once felt will overcome.  I wonder what it would have been like to be a happy person.  I wonder what it would be like to really be loved and loved in return. 








This is not about you, by the way it is not always about you so stop reading into this. This is not some elaborate plan to get you upset or to hurt you it is just writing thats all. So anyone reading this it is not about you.