yes, this is painful and yes, I do understand that you have to look out for yourself but no, I don't understand how feelings can change in a week, yes, I do feel it's ironic that this choice has been made when he's stepped into the picture, no, I'm trying not to place blame or make accusations, yes, I'm glad that I told you everything and laid it all on the line but no, I don't know if I expressed myself that night and no, it wasn't easy seeing you to the door for the last time and finally, yes, I meant what I said when I said that I didn't want you to go.

An idle mind takes me places I never wanted to explore or reside

But here I am, empty handed, pockets turned inside out

With knotted and broken rope at my feet

My favorite star is getting harder to see