20 years of life has taught me not to open my heart or to trust anyone because when i do i get hurt. even i it is sometimes my fault. and that says "trust noone" truely applies because youll end up trusting the wrong people and hating the people you should trust. this world is a shitty place even i you find the things that make you happy. i mean yes i still love my ex and i would love to have her back but she deserves way better than i can give her. but as for myself i dont believe i deserve to be happy. you can leave of comments telling of other wise but i doubt ill listen unless you call me and he you do call wait til after 9 pm unless you have verizon then call when ever you like. for those that do care my number is 6784762856 and thank you very much. and for those who dont care. in choke on a horses dick. well thats all i have to say so later fvckers