what am i DOING with my life ? WHO am i supposed to be ? do i REALLY need this system or this chaotic world needs ME ? am i SUPPOSED to share my thoughts with those that need a shining light ? am i DESTINED to be a messenger delivering insight . to each their own... but it's like i feel i found my place . the line i've crossed, i'm out the box, expressing thoughts upon a page ... my eyes are slowly openin' and mind is soon to follow - tomorrow brings more fullness to my destiny once hollowed by the thoughts of " can i do this?", or " who am i tryin' to kid?" -- it's another day... uh... you should read my messages instead...