so it's 2 in the morning where i am... but where i am i'm not entirely sure... i'm sure of this... i'm in a studio... i'm by myself... and i'm procrastinating the moment where head hits pillow.. even though it screams for our re-aquaintance.. i am however in hereford, england...somewhere nowhere near home... it is cold (to the point of snow).. grey (yet beautiful).. and rich in agriculture.. (top spot for a honeymoon webby??)..

anyway.. the point is... it's given me an opportunity to jump on the myspacien bandwagon... i'll admit that i've been a skep in the past..... but my words are currently being chewed on and i've resigned myself to wasting away the current hours tryin to work out how this things work... i'm learning.. perhaps compromising moments better well spent.. but already it seems to be paying dividends... i'm finding people i'd thought were all but lost... i'm in conversation with those i've failed to contact... i'm better understanding the inner workings of my computerrrrrr... i'm feelin good about it... suddenly it's as if my life has found a new sense of order...

see the thing is... order for me is a fantasy... anyone who has ever experienced my bedroom can attest... my life often follows.. i'm usually tryin to create some minimal resemblance of order out of the random scattered components that comprise my life... hoping to achieve more.. or alternatively.. i'm finding myself desperately trying to pull apart the areas of my life that seem to be ordered in an attempt to maintain the procrastinator in me.... the excuse being i "achieve more that way".. i cop out and justify it by labelling myself "creative".. or "ill-equipped at all things organised..." but deep down i know the time for change is near and neccessary... perhaps this is the moment... perhaps it all changes right here... right now... at 2 in the morning in a studio in hereford, england..... maybe...

either way... it's nice to be amongst friends.....