Corrective Fluid Sings The Gay Church
01 X
02 The Farmer And The Goat
03 Care For Me
04 Some Sad Child
05 I Don't Like You Anyway
06 Piss
07 Let You Down
08 Water Witching
09 The Gay Church
10 Fight To Forgive
X
the light has gone out from my life
a blaring train split my daughter like a knife
don't call the cops dear don't ever leave my side
I can't deal with rejection on my mind
I heard that depth is the greatest of heights
please don't talk to me at this time
I get unstable and really really sad
I hope you don't listen
I hope you understand
the words the messenger said
were the worst words I ever heard
I heard you're back for me
But I'm not back for you
the trains leaving
I crossed the tracks
Just run me over with
The sweetest 4 feet the world could ever have
And it's 8 inches longer than that!
Just make a choice
make it go away
I don't want to wake up
I need a minute to throw up in my mouth
I bought a gun last night
I'm gonna get into a fight
X
The Farmer And The Goat
The
farmer and the goat are not all together
But I'm not a farmer and
you're not a goat
Ian said "I wait, I wait, and I wait"
I
don't even like people cause people change
down on the avenue
we
lost what we knew
inside a broken notebook
with the pages torn
out
i start to shout
and everybody
strays away
and
everybody likes to be estranged in the end
why
don't you stay the same?
Why
don't you remain the same?
Cause
people change
I
don't even like your body
Just
stay the same
Care For Me
See in the way in the way in the way
See in the way that you stand and you gaze at me
See in the way that your life has forsaken me
See in the way that life has forsaken you
See in the way see in the way see in the way
Follow me down follow me down
I'll bring back all the rhythym bring it back
Oh follow me down follow me down follow me down
Sell myself, I sell myself to soul
The way that you played with me made me crazy
The toys that you bring from the wait at the airport
You couldn't see the flowers
You couldn't see the trees
And I'm seeing the way that you care for me
Tell me one thing don't you know
You'll bring me back home when we're through
Now I can, now i can, next time next time I will too
I can I can hear you say
Oh pull me through
You're pulling me through
And I see in the way that you care for me
See in the way
Do you see it in the way?
Do you see in the waves?
I see it in the stomach
It's bound to churn
There are many lessons to learn
About love about loss about larynx
About marriage I think it's gonna be scary
I think my mom's gonna see what an asshole I can be
Daddy won't be proud of me
At least I see it in the way that you care for me
Seein' in the way that you cared for me
I love the way you walk
I love the way you talk
And the way you make me talk
I love the way you make me talk
Seeing the way that you cared for me
I see in the way that you cared for me
I think its gonna be a while till I can see that smile again
And your heart it beats slow but I think we should still go to the show
Your heart heart it beats slow but we should still go to the show
At the show me and my friends were dancing
Dancin' the dance didn't ya see?
They dance for the girls
They dance for the boys
I left big a noise
I was dancing with my toys
In the back room of my car
you tell me the pretty things you tell me the pretty things
I cant cant cant remember the pretty pretty things
She told me to walk she told me to walk the talk
I told her no I cant I'm a little bit scared I cant go that far down that street
I cant go that far, mama said I cant go that far
She said boy you better watch your walk but you can talk all you want
And you can count on me count on me count on me (I said it!)
count on me count on me baby
I cant see your blocking my eye view
I can't
See in the way in the way in the way
Some Sad Child
forgetting how to feel is the worst feeling to feel
your jacket rips apart onto my feet
and you're going shopping strung out on cocaine
when you're not looking I buy a diamond ring
I drew you a picture and you drew a pistol
I ran the fastest I had ever ran
I can't pretend to want to talk
I never will and so I'll walk
right off the cliff where I belong
as I reach the sand I outstretched my hand
but I died on that sand just the same
I see the sphinx transfigure seven times
your life is based on stupid lies
just learn to pretend, we all reach the end
but some don't suffer all its graceful thorns
and I bleed from my chest diallo's blood
reach for my wallet and tear it apart
it's shameful just like me
I lost it in the sea
some sad child will find it someday
some sad child will grow up someday
I Don't Like You Anyway
I don't like you anyway
we don't talk anymore
it's a thing of the past
I don't think anymore
you got beautiful eyes
your face gets plastered in my head
and I'm just stuck in the house of the dead
I don't like you anyway
move move out to the water
they take reindeer out back for slaughter
I see your smile in my car mirror
I'll fucking kill you if your hands get near her
I don't like you anyway
Piss
give me your name I'll call you on thursday
show me your face I don't know what you're thinking
open my eyes as you piss in the sink
your tender arms collapse around me
your throat moves but I can't hear a thing
and the dirt spreads into the sea
I wish I never heard your sweet name
your piss flows slowly to the sewer drain
your painting of me is crumbling to dust
and the flowers I bought you threw in the mud
make it look like a funeral
make it look like death
your cold, cold shoulders
take away my breath
well she stays home all the time
She's so alone
I'm so alone
Let You Down
I let you down again
But you let me down my friend
we had tried and tried again
But you let me down my friend
We met when we were 10 years old
17 stitches and 15 bones
We can do acid in the woods
If that's what it takes to talk to you
I let you down again (I'm tryin' tryin' tryin')
You can be my friend (again again again)
Water Witching
i blink my eyes so I can't see
my body floats lifeless in the sea
fall in
fall in
after me if you want
I don't want to bother
it's fathers day
and I don't have a father
amazing grace my face hits the ground
we all went deaf to the speaker sound
trace your face on the wall outside
all of my best friends will die
when you talk I drown into the ocean
when you walk I stop breathing
my head may separate when I die
but my arm hairs dangle from the sky
I talk to you but I can't breathe
Why do my eyes synch in and out
Oh you wear this out
I talk to you
I can't breath
My mind is melting over the sea
Fall in
Fall in
I'm going off to work
I don't even have a reason to make money
more more more money
I'm going off to work oh oh oh
I don't even have a reason to make money so I can eat and sleep
And I have what
what do I have?
talk to me online
I'm talking all the time
I'm falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do you
I'm too obsessive and I never learn
He never was the same after he broke his guitar
The strings buzz outwards like a young dead bird
If you play it backwards it's not so absurd
I lost my eyes so easily
my body decomposes under the sea
slowly
slowly
up into nirvana
it's fathers day
and I don't have a father
amazing grace my face turns around
we all went deaf to the sonar sound
trace your place to the world outside
all of my best friends have died
when you talked I drowned into the ocean
when you walked I wanted to make things
my head separated when I died
and my arm hairs disintegrate as I lie
The Gay Church
At the gay church I lost my poor mind
But I'm back every day doing my time
My legs get better but my mind is a mess
There's one thing I have to confess
you're the most amazing one I've ever seen
but you'll never know me and that's how it'll be
you're face is gourgeous I might like you a lot
I've never liked anyone why even start
at the gay church I paid my fines
Repeating my sets and walkign in time
my arms get better but my face is a mess
if I don't ever see your that would be best
cause you're the most amazing one I've never seen
cause you'll fucking hate me and that's how it'll be
you're face is gourgeous but it's filled with tears
and so I am after all of these years
I left that church for the last last time
I'm never going back to that prison of mine
I sneak in every day to catch the news
three children shot dead and they have no clue
what mean mean person could do such a thing
I'm such a mean person I love when you sing sing
what mean mean person made me this way
if there is a god I hope he dies today
never say sorry that's what you said
the pressures of life they got to my head
never pretend like your life has meaning
you just get worse and you lose all feeling
I dream a dream no I don't anymore
I'm not together anymore
I don't even pretend like everybody else
why complain when it does no use
I'm stuck in the gay church
I'm one with nature
I want to love you
I don't know how to
Fight To Forgive
fight to forgive
I forgive to forget
I forgive you
and I forget what I did
I thought that you really cared
I avoid you a lot I'm really scared
I want to teach the world to sing in perfect harmony
don't mind my mind
I'm getting worse all the time
is is shake my neckbones away
is is burn the floorboards away
is is smell the rotting flesh
is is my life is a mess