As the sun rises in the east, and the birds chirp their little song, a girl lays awake in her bed, listening to the absence of humans this early morning. She is a simple girl, a teenager, not of any importance to the greater picture of mankind. She is merley there, naked and vunerable to the world outside her room, but too insignifigant for the outer world to care. What does she think about, as she lays atop her blanket letting the sun shinning from her windows hit her pale skin?Where is this girl's mind that makes her do this? The manner in which her body is carelessly spread across the blanket is almost sinful. Nothing is important to her right now. Not the war that is going on halfway across the world, nor the old man down her street that is having a heart attack for the third time this month. She is just taking in this selfish moment with every breath that she breaths. But is that bad? Perhaps in her own way, she is giving herself up to the world around her? Perhaps she will allow anyone who walks into her domain to do whatever they wish to her naked flesh? At this moment, she will give her body to anyone, and she won't care. This is her moment to allow herself to feel absolutly nothing. She won't refuse anything, and she won't feel regret later, after this moment is over. This isn't an act brought on by drugs or alcohol, or anything of that kind. No this is her own doing, and her's alone. She is choosing to abuse her free will. But that simple fact alone makes this the most sinful act a human being could possibly do. To just lie there without any modesty or self-awarness is repulsive and disgusting. That is what most people would think...but is it really? Simply laying there, not doing or thinking anything, is it really that bad? She feels nothing. Not peace, not comfort. No she let go of all emotion just for this. Is she really all that vunerable? She is giving her body, this is true, but what of her mind? Her soul? Her heart? Anyone that would see her right now wouldn't be able to tell you where these things have gone. They can't tell you at all, and if they ask, all her answer would be is "Nothing" and that wouldn't be a lie. Some would look at her and say that she is beautiful...some would say that she is a whore. No matter what your opinion would be of her, it would be wrong. She's not anything. She is just simply there, letting the time pass her by without caring about the consequences. Here, at this moment, she is alive. She is truley the only human being on earth because right now, she doesn't have a purpose or a cause.
She is just there.