We laughed like crazy just ten minutes ago. And now I can't even try a smile on my face. It's times like these you don't realize how much the "now" accounts for. It's just beginning, middle, and end. More of the time is lost in beginning and ending than the middle because it's forgotten, but more of the time is remembered because of it. Can we still remember? I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss the times we can never be together and I'm so jealous but happy other people can have you too.

   I'm sitting in the car, waiting. I didn't want to go in the store. Too... sad. And sometimes I miss the people I've met only on a few occasions and hardly ever see them again. People. Being human is a blessed curse. 2.73 9/10 @ Arco. Everything is so wrong. Why is it that life's adventures start with a push? No, not really. I'm okay. Everything is tolerable. I want to get out of here and be in places no one will ever see me again or remember. FML. FYL. YDI. IDI. ILY. IMY. A lot.

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