I don't usually post blogs.
If i do, it's nothing relavant to... well anything really.

But.... 


well lemme just jump right in.

If you know me, you know i've been clinically diagnosed with ADHD. 

( ORLY?)  (O.O) 

I just stumbled upon a "lamens" explanation on what is going on in the brain of an ADDer, note that ADD and ADHD are autistic spectrum disorders, similar to, but not as severe as, Aspergers or Rett's Syndrome.

I could go on and on about failing serotonin re-uptake, and decreased dopamine levels, but every time i do that, YOU PEOPLE all go ADD on me.  (>_<)

Now i know, right now you're thinking of that one ADD friend you had in high school, or whatever.

Ya, the one who was a cheerleader.

Always smiling, motivated,  just very hyper.

 All A's,  Went to stanford.

She got a degree in womens studies. (lame)


Sucked that one guys dick


Yea that guy


Married that dick.


Got Aids cause he was a closet homosexual.


Developed a meth habit...


Wait. . .   (O.o)


I just want people to keep in mind, there are a lot of misdiagnoses going on.   Some of these kids are just jacked up on Adderall.

Well in my day, it was Methlyphenidate. Yum. 10mg of straight speed.

I remember my mom telling me thats how 'normal' people felt all the time.

If only.

The symptoms, sometimes, are in fact side effects of the drugs they  have been prescribed.

They're fuckin tweakin.  (()_o)

Because of gross over diagnoses, the perceived severity of the disorder has diminished. 

People shrug it off.

Consequently,  we are labeled as lazy, stupid and crazy. 

eg.
so much i could do +  can't decide = do nothing

conversing + communication fails = say nothing 

say nothing + do nothing =  Has anybody seen my sanity?

It's temporary, but obnoxious.

So a lot of the time, we'll just run with those labels.

And end up wondering if we actually are fucking R-tarded.   

We all know you never tell a tard the truth.

You just plop them in front of a tv, or a computer screen...

Wait...    what...  

Aw shit.  (>_<)


Where was I...

Oh, right.

Labels.

To put it lightly. . .



fuck off and die.     

If i have to hear one more self righteous conservative fuck give me life advice in the form of a nike slogan

I'm gonna punch a baby.


Or chime in with that whole...

"Really, i think we're all a little lacking in focus, don't worry so much."

bullshit

Don't push me.

I'll sell your goddamn heart pills to a wetback with no social.

So then, when you die, likely from auto-erotic asphyxiation, he can have your desk job.

Hope you didn't invest in any personalized office supplies.

Commie.


I have never experienced 'normal' reality as any one but this one, so i don't know what it's like to have a normal limbic system. 

My inhibitions are comparable i guess to your engine not turning over.

it makes noise, fires, and dies.

Almost made it this time!

So much for self-preservation huh.

There is very little vocational assistance for ADDers anymore because of the over diagnosis of the disorder.

And fuck all if THAT kid has something like...

I don't know... temporal lobe epilepsy?

 which can cause a child to zone out into space, or into the floor, Mimicing autistic tendencies. Destroying neuronal infrastructures in the process.

As his brain seizes, he converses with the machine elves, Mommy and the boyfriend (daddy's in jail)  call the family pediatrician.
 
Oh, or the little girl with childhood bipolar disorder, where mania occurs much more frequently than with adults. Prompting a visit to the clinic.

These people are not being helped by having a false diagnosis either, giving a child whose brain is on a proverbial roller coaster an upper is a great way to burn out neurons.

Hey, they could always work for star bucks tho, ya know!

Enough ranting. 

click here

because it turns me on (^_^)

And this.

I don't really agree with their view on typecasting it however, because it varies frequently in my exp.

I just posted this because...

Well... Cause...

Fuck.  

On Impulse.


I need more coffee.

-Robbie (^_^)