I bet you feel so low right now.
And that you want to scream.
You can't though can you?
There's something that's holding you back.
And it wont let you be yourself.
But what can you do?
Take a few pills?
And then a bunch more because you don't think that two will be enough?
Soon your lying on your bedroom floor and you want to be your self but you can't because of your fear.
Your fear's killing you, weakening you.
Weakening you to the point that you can't find the strength to get back up off your knees.
So weak that you can't even find the strength to keep your eyes open and face it.
You can only find the strength to put a smile on your face because you know that now you don't have to worry about being yourself ever again.
But then there's your heart.
Your heart's different.
Your heart is the strongest part of you.
But even when your heart has been broken, shattered, and thrown away too many times and it isn't strong enough to fix itself, it's always strong enough to stop beating.