my record comes out today in the uk. feels like the longest time coming. i guess you expect that it will be written on a banner across the sky and fear it will, but then if it isn't your broken hearted. Its one of those records that needs to just be out there and heard . go buy the damn thing if you have not already. buy it so that i have the desire to keep doing this weird job. today we rehearsed strings at gita's house. she was holding her baby and playing the violin at the same time. the house was filled with instruments and the garden was bursting with sun , flowers and green.  her husband was lovely and kept showing us strange things on the internet. we are playing 2 nights in brighton friday and sat and then who knows what. i guess i am ready to sit somewhere quiet and start again if i have to.  oh yeah and maybe have some babies..