When I was younger I always had in idea of a perfect life, with a perfect relationship and how the perfect job and perfect person for me is gonna be. As time goes I realize nothing ever goes your way really.( yeah I'm slow to accept not so fun facts of life) All you can do is to go ahead trying to fight the obstacles along the path. Like Super Mario sometimes I keep falling off the same cliff and I get stuck in the pits for a freaking long time. What's there to do when you get fed up with one game? You play another one. So it takes my mind off the pits and that's when sometimes an epiphany happens, I see the path I should take and  the monsters I have to stomp on. Then full speed ahead till another cliff comes along. Well that's not big revelation but for an escape artist it's definately something. Because I would have escaped the pits by trying another game, then when that new game has it's pits too, I'd try another new one, and it goes on and on. The difference is this time I want to stick to one. Really not that big a deal and I may not even make sense but I still wanna write this so! Haha....

Another random one. I still can't take a shower without all these weird stuff popping in my head...  unless I'm not in the shower alone haha!