Ok Ok Ok I know what you're going to say "Chyll where have you been!?!?!?" "no new music, no new God Spots, no new blogs, no new shows, etc!" I do apologize to yall..but your boy have been dealing with some crazy stuff... Work and my scheduele has been crazy. My dad has suffered a servere stroke and has a weak heart and they don't think he's going to make it but 6 months to a year. I feel that my walk with the Lord has not been sufficent enough.....I should be doing more than what I am and I shouldn't be repn our saviour cause I'm so not worthy. I'm looking for more "meatier than milky teachings" To put it point blank I feel UNSATISFIED. I don't get why so-called Christians don't do more for the body of Christ. Everybody is sooo concern with themselves and put everybody else on the back burner. And the worst part is I feel like I am starting to become like them!! And I refuse to do so! If Jesus was concerned only for himself he would of never let himself be crucified and what do we do to thank him!?!? Take this life that he's given us and throw it down the tubes....whaaa whhaaa I don't have a new car whhaaa whaaa I don't have a big house whhaaa my facial features aren't as good as hers..are you freaking kidding me...has the body of Christ turned into a bunch of "CRY BABIES"!?!?! Get out there and do something!!! Cause guess what....with the exception of salvation you're going to get what you give or get what you desreve.....so if your life isn't what you want it to be stop pointing the finger at someone else and waiting on God to magically drop it into your lap! He gives YOU the strength to do all things in His name...stop doing things in YOUR name! Holla at your boy I'm back! And I'm real!

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Chyll