I will never tell you if you've hurt me in some way, most likely hurting you has proved it. In the back of my mind I remember everything you have ever said or done that has pissed me off in some sort of way, whether it was towards me, my friends, or my family.
  I remember everything that I have done wrong. I will never tell you the reason why I did what I did, or even apologize. Sorry is not in my vocabulary... because I don't know how to be sorry! It's funny how I expect an apology but cannot give one myself, and when you do apologize I still secretly hate you!
 I remember in Elementary School.. you were my friend at home but never played with me at school. Sleep overs I loved, then we hated each other the next day. When the asshole neighbor didn't like me you didn't like me. In Middle School, You we're there when my dad died but when I fucked up you dumped me altogether.. the only true friend I actually had (Because I couldn't come up with a reason) You moved away in High School but I never got over it.(Now that I think about it, we we're both crappy friends) Your name I won't disclose, if you're reading you know. 
It's funny how we made fun of a certain someone for the same things that I have done, and that I still do!
 You we're another 'friend' that I lost not because of what I did.. but because what you said hurt me to the core. I doubt you even remember what you said to me, but I will hold those words with me like a bullet... We stayed 'friends' but deep down I said things so we wouldn't be 'friends' anymore. I always felt bad for you, did you ever feel bad for me? The things I said to lose you cost me two friends... I guess things happen for a reason! (I hope you do read this!)
 You were another 'friend' gone wrong... The Mall called, They want their merchandise back. Calling your 'friends' mother a bitch is bad.... I would never have called your mother that, don't call mine that. I guess it was a good thing we were not friends for long.. I'd have more to bitch about! I may not like her, but it is totally different!
 To you, There are things I will never tell you about; because as they hurt me, they will hurt you... and I can't do that to you. Like me you have been through many of the same things, I identify with you more than any other person I have ever known, yet we are so different in so many ways. I love you. I think you know, but I will never ask. Hopefully you will never question it.
 And to the one that has never been there... I can only sit and wonder.
 I will never forgive you for leaving us, I will never forgive for our lives were changed forever.
 I will never forgive for you leaving, I will never forget you came back, I will never forgive for him.
 I will never like you, get used to it... It's funny how you bitch about me bitching. You have made it clear you don't have any ties, now I am letting you know how much I despise the asshole that you are.

 I will never forgive nor forget, for I have never learned how... I wish someone could teach me. Once it begins, it never ends!