Yeah, it seems that I lied. The moment I started to think that I didn't need friends, I just started thinking about them again. I'm just so fucked up with them. I remember my best friends when I little. I wouldn't say I've had a lot real friends since them. Most of that original group moved far away, and the few that stayed became enemies.

When I started to find friends again... we could say that things ended baddly leaving me where I am now. (Note: Sure I have plenty of random people that I get along with, but I'm talking about real friends here.) I have a best friend that I only see when its hard to have fun. I've got another that has an entire group of friends that he'd rather be with. I"ve got a someone only pretends to be my friend out of pity (but cleary underestamates me.) Ive got a couuple of distanced friendships and a few friends that are kinda on hiatus. I've oldder friends that I can't be myself around. I have too many "friends" that I really don't like and don't give a fuck about.

This shit isn't normal.

I live by this phrase.

"Turn Your Friends Away" - KzB