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Zaiaku



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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Cancer

City: Burgeo
State: Newfoundland
Country: CA
Signup Date: 12/4/2005

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Sunday, January 29, 2006 

Current mood:  bitchy
Category: Friends
I just cant understand it.....I do everything; i'm nice, kind, and all that other good shit to other people here and i get shit on in return.  wate i'm getting ahead of myself, let me start from the beginning.

about 2 weeks ago i woke up at 4 pm cause i was up all night due to my insominia kicking in again and was up till 6 am........usually i would be un at 12 regardless of what time i was up but after about a week of it, it finally got to me so i slept till 4.....see theirs nothing wrong with it but because one of my "friends" wanted me to call(never said when). so i called when i woke up and they got pissed at me and i never got a chance to tell them why.

its bin like that ever since.......  it happened a few days ago because i "forgot" my friends birthday......i wanted to suprise them......i got shit on for it......

i do everything for them but get nothing in return....i really dont want to be here anymore......someone save me......but what do i know....i'm still alone here....nobody understands me.....at least not here

loves whoever cares....
Currently watching:
Stealth (Two-Disc Full-Screen Edition)
Release date: 15 November, 2005
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~My Inner Circle~

 
You know your a Dear friend to me and I care.
 
Posted by ~My Inner Circle~ on Monday, January 30, 2006 - 11:56 PM
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Zaiaku

 
i know Angel......thats why i said "At least not here".....here being where i am.....you arnt around here and you understand me.......i care about you too..........i wouldent know what to do if you were sick or gone
 
Posted by Zaiaku on Wednesday, February 01, 2006 - 4:29 AM
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~My Inner Circle~

 
That part didn't sink in. I wish I could hug you!
 
Posted by ~My Inner Circle~ on Sunday, May 07, 2006 - 9:22 AM
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Zaiaku

 
I wish i could hug you too my light
 
Posted by Zaiaku on Friday, May 12, 2006 - 7:25 PM
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