Man....mom i am thankfull for everything u gave me..and how much u gave me ur love..no other mom can do everything alone like u have working two crappy jobsbut ur proud because u can put da food in da table and still give a give a good education....i love you much i can kill anyone or hurt anyone 4 bad tlking about YOU....so much love only you mom..thank u..off all da mother in da world...i don’t care every great child has it my mom is da best in da world but 4 me is different because they all don’t have my mom Sati Devi Thapa....sleeps only 5 hours..works double  or more the hour of a mom and father in the world ....even when ur tired or ur leg is hurting from standing at work..u would care me in ur back and take me too school it was foolish 4 me not understand wat u were doing when i was young now i have grown up.. i have gotten smart and would liek to takecare of you...frist get a job and help a lil in da side...hopefully have that lil kid in me like did in da past...but it saddens me how u compare me to other kids who you know....it’s okay that wat a mother job is to do be concern and make der son da best..i just hope u understand me like u alwayz..love u you mom....

new topice...don’t know wat to call it yet...but...who cares..cuz i don’t really..i just wanna express...it saddens me when a girl loves me b/c i can’t fall back in love with them..it saddens me when....there love is not around me...but i intend to move quicker than dey do....is it my fault??god man i wish i can turn dat sad face in to a smile and say hey...can’t we be friends like beofre agian....???but its okay its love hard to change it because u can’t control...it...i think u can control ur love just not da feelings it’s okay....but damn i feel bad...and i think about wishing i could say i love u bak..but i wouldn’t mean it and i don’t want to be fake..plz...wat should i do??i know let be and let time go by and ppl will move on....aehaeh right??