the weather is warm if not hot... i miss working i miss my friends
but not as much as i am happy here

some things could be better as always but for the most part
im the happiest ive been in a long time
its like an investment and ive never been really good at giving anything of me that wasnt all about me
so im trying really hard here and im hoping that im not a failure...
but its hard when all youve got is you and time...
to think about you and time...
but its amazing too
you start realizing that your entire life up till now hasnt been for nothing
you start reliving your past and realizing that more then just a saying is a saying
its like you may know things
but until you KNOW things you dont know anything
like the abuse of the english language and how you can hear someone speak it
that is from somewhere else and match words together that youd never use in a sentance and think
wow how incredible!
thats the only way i am able to describe my state right now