the need to be needed
loved
appreciated

often times we do not recognize the need until it is filled
a beast awakened from slumber

i didn't know how much i wanted to be wonderful until you told me i was
i didn't long to be broken until i was

i never longed to be loved until i loved

a taste of wonderful wrenched away
just out of reach
breathe it in, but never taste

is that why we hold too tightly to what we have until it flees that suffocation?
all because we never wanted it to go?
what good does that do?
none

it makes no sense- a bitter circle

the only salvation comes from the Ultimate Light
but that does not cause pain
Perfections shows light to imperfection... i want to she the Lighted path to change

i hate longing and needing what is out of my control
i feel week
it that how it's supposed to be?
bitter.... how very very bitter
notthe bitter emotion, but the taste
the taste of young fruit... sampled before its season....

before it's season.. is that a lesson?
.... mental kick

maybe i'm supposed to be bitter afterall