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Current mood:  disappointed Category: Romance and Relationships
Short Story: October 4th – I know a woman October 7th – She said: "I love you" October 10th – Our first kiss
March 30, 2009, the worst day of my life, after years I have discovered that she never cares about those days. She forgets them.
How could someone say something like this? "You're the best thing that happens on my life, nobody has treated me like you, but if it was finished, was because we never been compatible”
What does that mean? A Contradiction.
Does not work? The breakup was not our fault.
If love could handle with everything in the world I can’t believe in love again because never happens to us. Maybe it was full of Lies.
My intentions aren't living in the past But at present I will felt really glad if you appreciate all those creations that I’ve created on ink and sound.
As "Come Back Home" said: “young and confused doubt about her feelings”
Now I am sure That her feelings were never sincere. This is the reason for dedicate "More Than Perfect" in past tense. Always to the woman who was once in October. Because if I dedicate More Than Perfect on present tense it would not make any sense.
Create something beautiful, based on the lies of a woman?
The songs are instrumentals so the lyrics don’t matter, much less my inspiration.
Today March 31 2009 I have decided forget you as same as you forget me.
Today March 31 2009 I have decided Phoenix inherits all my writings
Today March 31 2009 I have decided I want to destroy everything that I've created with so much effort.
Today March 31 2009 I have decided When the whole world hears my songs and then ask me about from where come my inspiration the answer will be "not sure". It would be a lie, but as same as her lies.
Today March 31 2009 I have decided I’ve to make something new with my life and with my friends. Any idea? Today I’m upset because I waste my life re-creating something beautiful that never happens...
2:00 AM
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