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My Heart & My Mind Constantly Vie For Dominance On My Sleeve. Rants. Ramblings. General Ballyhoo.

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T.J. Love


Last Updated: 12/14/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Sagittarius

City: Brooklyn, New York and Spokane
State: Washington
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/29/2008
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry
is she aware that she is air in my lungs cascading through my body? stop me if you've heard this one before but we're more like reefer madness caught between the status quo and the saddest slow love song, madness flows oblong in my veins dancing couples lovers last tango with her oxygenated state of being, changing my subway train of thought to grandeur greener pastures leaning in between lena's last and longing legs belonging between her mind and her body making room for the soul so squeeze us in

Does he know that he's my everything forever seen as an evergreen everlasting Love, i'm only sober inbetween my inhales then intoxicated with the liquer of desire set ablaze without the blue, As a kiss seperates lips I give into you, Does he know that he's my everything forever seen as an evergreen everlasting Love, i'm only sober inbetween my inhales then intoxicated with the liquer of desire set ablaze without the blue, As a kiss seperates lips I give into you, so then say you adore me, if its like destiny dont be afraid to say my name, speak us into existence as we are meant to be, and laugh in the face of Atropos who been tried to cut the string, we've hopped over the thin line between love and hate as if our fate was a game, picturing our future children with the use of your surname, as you find your way home, I'll be the beacon, at long last you'll see I'm the love youve been seeking

and ive been seeking imploring exploring your soul searching for the answers to questions i forgot were asked but for whatever reason were etched in stone on my existence i love how you tug at my heartstrings you little bassplayer i call you paula mccartney stop and start me with your what ifs and your why nots but im lost in your eyes that take me down further and further that rabbit hole i closed years ago scared to show whatever act we're in any type of encore but truth be told im yours you knew it you had me at goodbye the one i could never deny though not for trying for sake of being forsaken fornicated greed until greed cried and let you rock so your pussy's dry, oops did i get too vulgar? its just that i want you in the worst way how i wanna take all my anger and aggression out on your body and rape your intuition and sodomize your inhibition getting nastier and nastier in your rabbit hole watch me pull a rabbit out of your hat

If absolute happiness existed I'd leave it to rest I'd rather spend a lifetime mad at you one sec and then happy the next if you ask me it leads to better sex I could move mountains and bring world peace but if I have not love then I'm not worth a thing If it would ease your pain I'd give you me as a living sacrifice I believe pain is pleasure you dont have to be nice what is paradise? Benefiting you in expense to self I'm a big girl dont worry about my health I'll be your stress reliever squeeze me bite me as if youre teething tease me poke and pry and leave my body seething molest my mind take me from behind You already have my heart on lock no need for handcuffs in evidence of past arguments I think u know I like it rough

your s&m fantasies got me reeling from wondering if you truly just love the pain or is it more? do you want me to hurt you so bad as payback for feelings lost? thoughts unspoken?
Tjlove1988 (6:43:23 PM): keep in mind that your mind has always been kept in mine
Tjlove1988 (6:43:45 PM): and ive loeved it with such prejudice i sold my soul to get yours back

Nothing could hurt more than the thought of another bearing your seed Or you using another to meet your needs when I would pray on my knees and there I'd stay if I could knelt before God pleading for the return of your soul

As for my mind I nearly lost mine in search of answers to those thoughts unspoken

Can I taste you on my lips lose myself in your bliss if we captured moments like this maybe u would have never left but I have to face the music at theat time she was your treble cleft instead she spelled out trouble and left you in it if I couldve I wouldve picked you up in a minute so I battle with myself like TIP and TI can I blame you for leaving NY or should I blame me for walking away leaving you with a bland goodbye if I pulled you in with my eyes I spit you out with my tongue maybe thats why my flow's non-existing I cant go full circle the yin to my yang went missing I ask if youre my man i only get a wait but Im just trying to get a feel before I feel like its too late

the perfect john hancock on this rant would not be succinct enough these thoughts i think are tough to swallow so ill spit them out you are my superwoman my alter ego my shadow the one who awaits me debates me possibly baits me into beratement bereavement in seeking vengeance for crimes of passion but ill take every word for it every sweet synonym you spit my way like the sweetest venom and make a deal with the devil to prove you correct