I let his touch talk me out of what his mouth told me....oh silly me I claim....hey I am only human.(I have to remind myself of that often) the duality of my sexes has me spiriling in thoughts...trying to get a balance between my head and heart...did I feed this fantasy...hoping that it would indeed become what it was fed...silly girl...so many words spoken...but no understanding...imagine that...aaaw to be affected...more like being infected if you ask me...patience is a virtue..and I am becoming less virtuous with each rising sun...play my position...but that is it...I don't want to play...I just want to be free to be me...so I guess the question is...am I ready