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DAD
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M.A.D.HAY
....
2009
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Dad
My Dad
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Grief is raw
Sears you to the core
Feel the cold feel
the heat
Feeling old check my
heart beat
Shiver and shake
Personal earthquake
Feel the ground move
Shakes me from my
grove
Grief like a thief
Slips beneath
And
And
I miss you so much
Miss you so much
....
....
Miss you so much
I miss you so much
And
And
Slips beneath
Grief like a thief
Shakes me from my
grove
Feel the ground move
Personal earthquake
Shiver and shake
Feeling old check my
heart beat
Feel the cold feel
the heat
Sears you to the core
Grief is raw
....
My Dad
Dad
....
Miss u
FIBROMYALGIA COUNT
DOWN
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M.A.D Hay
....
2009
....
Just trying to get
through everyday
Living life as best I
can
Ignoring the snide
that people say
....
Time ticking to four
o’clock
Soon I end my working
day
Two miles home just
down the block
....
By five, closer to
half past
I feel so damn ill
I feel myself
crumbling, so fast
....
Normal life is so far
away
Knock back another
pill
It’s
like this every damn day
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AND THIS IS MY DREAM
....
M.A.D. Hay
....
2008
....
Feel the beat
Taste this treat
This is neat
Psycho music
And I choose it
So I don’t loose it
Power shower
Flower scourer
Ticking hour
And this is my dream
And I know you know
what I mean
And this is my dream
Cleave my flesh
Tear from my chest
My brain the rest
Flayed re-played
This second I made
Taste my blade
And this is my dream
And I know you know
what I mean
And this is my dream
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SEE THE WORLD THROUGH BLOOD SHOT EYES
....
M.A.D. Hay
....
2007
....
Every bodies been
here
Raise that last cheer
Raise the glass
It wont last
....
Drink the wine
The foods fine
Bitter & laughter
Shadow memories after
....
Pork scratchings
great
It’s my turn mate
Yours a bitter
I’m no quitter
....
Just one more
Who’s keeping score
I’ll head home very
soon
Just have to listen
to this one last tune
....
Every bodies been
here
Raise that last cheer
Raise the glass
It
wont last
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WITH RAGGEDY BREATH SHE RAN
THE HILL....
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M.A.D. HAY....
....
2007....
....
With raggedy breath, she ran
the hill....
With tears and anger,
strength of will....
Wind whipping red, her
tender skin....
Wide eyes reflecting,
turmoil within....
....
Tree’s in mourning, cast
their leaves....
This season passing, it also
greaves....
This time the water, is
tears of rain....
Wind whispered, echoes of a
name....
....
Heart has broken, shattered
shards....
Such love and joy, was on
the cards....
But callous thief, this
stolen heart....
Unwanted and torn apart....
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SOME DAYS WORDS DON’T
COME EASY
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M.A.D. Hay
....
2009
....
Some day’s words
don’t come easy
They don’t want to
please me
Jut scramble and hide
Deeper they go inside
Its just words
I know I heard
The tune humming
But the words they
aint a coming
Some days I wish I could
say
The thoughts I would
like to pray
But this aint gonna
happen
I start and then
Its just words
I know I heard
The tune humming
But the words they
aint a coming
I wish if I had one
wish
It would be your kiss
and this
It would be your kiss
and this
I wish if I had one
last wish
....
....
I wish if I had one
last wish
It would be your kiss
and this
It would be your kiss
and this
I wish if I had one
wish
But the words they
aint a coming
The tune humming
I know I heard
Its just words
I start and then
But this aint gonna
happen
The thoughts I would
like to pray
Some days I wish I
could say
But the words they
aint a coming
The tune humming
I know I heard
Its just words
Deeper they go inside
Jut scramble and hide
They don’t want to
please me
Some day’s words don’t come easy