There is probably nothing I hate worse than liars!!!! All my life I have had to put up with them. It amazes me what people will lie about, from the smallest things to the most important things. Like lie and say you ate McDonalds, when you really went to Burger King! WTF??????? People will lie when the truth would actually be more beneficial to them in the 1st place. I've been lied to and lied about all my life. You would think that, by now, I would expect it, or at the very least, not be so surprised by it when it happens. I'm not sure what's worse, either being lied to, or being lied about. Probably the hardest thing to deal with is when you are lied to by people who you love, like family members, or by people who you THINK love you, like a BESTFRIEND or a GIRLFRIEND. Those hurt the worse! And can do the MOST damage emotionally/mentally. And for some reason, I know both feelings far too well...........

One thing I do know is this........ In DUE TIME liars are uncovered and pay the price, usually in a much more costly way than they ever imagined. No, the world is not a "fair" place, but I do believe that eventually the "Reap What You Sew"/ "Karma" situation they created for themselves will return to them in some way, more than likely bigger than they ever imagined. The problem is that many people are not smart enough to figure out why suddenly all these bad things are happening to them. All they really have to do is think back over their lives and ask themselves this question........ Did I lie to someone to such an extent that I caused him or her harm? Or did I lie to someone knowing that if the truth leaks, the damage will be 100 fold greater than the lie???? Maybe even for yourself??????? If the answer is yes, then they might find that its time to learn the value of honesty. It's never fun to have to admit that you haven't done the best you could, or that you were wrong, or that you made a bad decision, but sometimes you just have to own your own mistakes, admit them, and move on. But for some people, this is NEVER an option. They would rather lie than tell the truth!

The part that really grinds my gears is that I've ran into situations way back when, and even as soon as recently, where I have repeatedly asked someone for the truth. Now my heart was already in flames by me even having to question this person. But the gag is....... I already knew the truth! I'm not gonna get into what it was, or who it was for that matter. But know that I had PHYSICAL proof, I mean security camera/helmet cam/finger print/DNA PROOF of the truth in my hands....... and all I asked for was the truth, and for me, the truth was gonna be a confession cause I already knew 100% what was up, and was still served a FRESH bowl of lies!!!!!

AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I can just pull my hair out right now; my stomach is turning just from typing about it! The thing that's really hurtful about the whole ordeal is that this person is being SELFISH, and now creating an even larger problem for me! Cause now, not only am I dealing with the fact that I KNOW that they committed the acts in question, which are already lies because it compromised the status or position and even the LOVE and LOYALTY that they pledged to me as a friend, or maybe even as more. Now I have to deal with the fact that this person is a LIAR ON TOP OF BEING A LIAR!!!!!!!!! I mean WHAT THE F@! Is the world coming to? Did this person even consider my feelings? I mean 4real 4real...............I think allot of people take my kindness, my persistence, determination, and the fact that I have an over grown Goliath size heart for weakness!

On some 4real..........I prayed a prayer back when I was engaged to my ex fiancé a few years ago......I told God to blow the cover off of any scandalous thing that might be taking place with a FRIEND or GIRLFRIEND that compromises their LOYALTY and WORD to me. That little prayer.........was a GIFT, and a CURSE...........Cause it NEVER, and I mean NEVER fails. If anybody lies to me, cheats on me, plays me in anyway. Oh..... Best to believe I finds out, without even trying too. Now here's the even bigger part of the whole story...........Now with the evidence I have of how shady this person was/ is to me, combined with the spirit of vengeance and rage that im feeling about the whole mess..............I could seriously commit humiliating terrorist attacks to this persons character to everybody that even THINKS they ever heard of them........ Attacks that are so damaging, that they would WISH they died on 9/11! But ya know what????????? Because my word is bond, and I pledged my loyalty, and love for them, and promised that I would never hurt them, or bring fragments of past failed friendships or relationships into the type of covenant that I chose to have with this person, be it friendship or relationship. Imma do like Jesus H. Christ did........ And turn the other cheek!

That's not always the case, and everybody's not so lucky......One of my dudes......he got into his girls phone one day while she was sleep over at his crib. When I got the phone call and heard his opening line of "Yo man..... You got a minute" I knew that I was gonna need a helmet for what he was about to throw at me. Come to find out, his girl was a HOE! She was meeting guys online, and other random places exchanging all kinds of naked pics, and God knows what else with them, it was crazy!!!! So when she woke up, he asked her if there was anything else going on, or anything that he needed to know, she insisted no, swore on her own life that it wasn't...... and sure enough..... He pulled out the proof, and now we can view this beautiful young lady on a variety of websites. He said "If she wants to put herself out there like that, Ill be a good man and lend her a supportive and helping hand" lol!!!!!!!!!!! He chose to take it out on her that way, cause she kept lyin to him about it. And....I totally can understand why he chose to go that rout. But as for me and mine, weather its a good friend, or a girlfriend, I feel as if it damages the person a lil bit more when you confront them and let them know that you've been knowing for a very long time, and just never said nothin bout it, out of unconditional love for that friend.

It really hurts cause, I have to let this boiling pit of emotion, hurt, pain, and rage, boil within me until it boils dry. I do admit, my flesh wants me to throw the hot grease on them and watch them burn, and walk around with the HUGE mark of shame that I know I can cause........ But my heart just won't bring me to do it. Why??????? Cause I might not be perfect, but I'm REAL!!!! So in closing I will say this....... and no this was not written to necessarily target any one person in particular, so don't go tryin to snoop and do homework... But if we cool like that...and you know that you haven't kept it 100 with me.........chances are, I KNOW! So just be honest!

RCV THE STRIKOUT!!!!
Tim Rawbiz