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robert ashby


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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 30
Sign: Libra

City: DENVER
State: COLORADO
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/7/2005
Friday, July 21, 2006 

I've made an honest effort my whole life to decide which is which, and I only think of it now after reading some stupid short story about a hapless loner who falls in love with a slightly damaged princess- imagine that.  so which are the things that the sea steals away from you, and what do you throw overboard?  I've come to hope that she only takes what she needs and leaves the rest for me to decide. 

only a short while ago, I had written into my moral code a very simple rule- only own what you can carry on your back.  it was a good rule and served me well.  it was practical, really.  I hadn't lived in one place for more than a matter of months since I'd waved goodbye to my mamma's house.  I had no need for knick knacks and floor rugs.  I had no desire for permanence.  I slept only when exhausted.  I dreamt only in color.  I longed only for distance.  I worked only for sustenance.  I could have never imagined the enormity, the nearly unbareable weight of my love for you people.  this simple rule forced me to take notice of the people around me, and what they deem important- the terms they use to define themselves- the paths they'd beaten into the ground- and that my search for god, the universe, and all that follows after does not require a road atlas.

so what does she take, and what do you offer? 

(I'm almost certain that she gets it all in the end anyway.)

Dear Lisa,

 

(do you really think that is true, because I am pretty sure it's not)


 
Posted by Dear Lisa, on Monday, July 24, 2006 - 8:50 PM
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robert
robert ashby

 

the truth seems a bit subjective these days


 
Posted by robert on Monday, July 24, 2006 - 9:22 PM
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Dear Lisa,

 

dear bob,

remember that one time when we were laughing.


 
Posted by Dear Lisa, on Tuesday, July 25, 2006 - 5:45 PM
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robert
robert ashby

 
I do remember that, however vaguely.  we should try that again sometime.
 
Posted by robert on Tuesday, July 25, 2006 - 10:24 PM
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Dear Lisa,

 

borning.


 
Posted by Dear Lisa, on Tuesday, July 25, 2006 - 10:53 PM
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Dear Lisa,

 

you know that i wanted to write "boring" but I fucked up and you can't delete a comment.

 

gay. now I look gay.

 

 


 
Posted by Dear Lisa, on Tuesday, July 25, 2006 - 10:54 PM
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nicole
Nicole Simpson

 

"In the pipes and under the cypress tree there had been no room for furniture and the little niceties which are not only the diagnosis but the boundaries of our civilization."

"They are the Virtues, the Graces, the Beauties of the hurried mangled craziness of Monterey and the cosmic Montery where men in fear and hunger destroy their stomachs in the fight to secure certain food, where men hungering for love destroy everything lovable about them.  Mack and the boys are the Beauties, the Virutes, the Graces.  In the world ruled by tigers with ulcers, rutted by strictured bulls, scavenged by blind jacklals, Mack and the boys dine delicately with the tigers, fondle the frantic heifers, and wrap up the crumbs to feed the sea gulls of Cannery Row.  What can it profit a man to gain the whole world and to come to his property with a gastric ulcer, a blown prostate, and bifocals?  Mack and the boys avaoid the trap, walk around the poison, step over the noose while a generation of trapped, poisoned, and trussed-up men scream at them and call them no-goods, come-to-bad-ends, blots-on-the-town, thieves, rascals, bums.  Our Father who art in nature, who has given the gift of survival to the coyote, the common brown rat, the English sparrow, the house fly and the moth, must have a great overwhelming love for no-goods and blots-on-the-town bums, and Mack and the boys.  Virtues and graces and laziness and zest.  Our Father who art in nature."


 
Posted by nicole on Wednesday, October 18, 2006 - 10:10 PM
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