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Gender: Female
Sign: Gemini

State: California
Friday, May 01, 2009 

Current mood:  curious

He doesn’t kiss me like you



.Slow. Simple like we’ve got all day to

He doesn’t hold me like he owns me

Such takes years to acquire

And he doesn’t smile as a reaction

 

He doesn’t overreact

 

He just loves me

 

                                                And you know I mean, what more could I ask?

 

And he doesn’t scream and curse and throw fits or hurt my feelings

Without saying sorry…

Or so matter of factly decide I’m “getting a fat ass” and laugh

And then say he’s so glad for it

And he doesn’t get me up against the wall floor door

Making me asthmatic

He doesn’t grab me like I can’t move

Or rather I can’t move and and you know it’s funny

He doesn’t lollygag too much,

But he isn’t on time like you and he

He understands what it means to be vulnerable

Has great sense of humor;

 

But he’s not a goofball like you

 

He’s more my type- “look wise”

And some days I can’t even find you

But I know where he is

Cause he’s right here beside me

And he,

He doesn’t show up in his cape to get my brakes fixed like you

 

And he, he hasn’t made any mistakes yet

 

                        He’s still scared to jump ALL the way in it

And he’s no wallydraigle

But he ain’t got swagguh like you

We’ve never fallen asleep any bit angry

And he’s never called me any names other than sweetheart

And there are a lot of reasons we didn’t work out

There are a lot of reasons we didn’t work out

But he

Damn he doesn’t kiss me like you slow to start

                        Or slow to finish back to front

He doesn’t interrogate me into the truth

Or pout when he gets hurt

And he doesn’t make promises like you

 

                        And I’m really a promise type of girl believe it or not

 

But he does what he do, and he comes through… and I’m still waiting on you,

 

I swear that I AM STILL waiting on you

 

And he doesn’t rush to buy me lavish gifts

Or support my impolite radical and latch on like you

He makes me look him in the eye he makes me look at him by putting his hand under my chin

 

And you know it’s hard for me to look at you sometimes because you don’t let me all the way in

 

And he sends a million miss you’s it caters to my rickety

He doesn’t get the gist when I’m persnickety and sometimes gets annoyed with me

 

You'd never get annoyed you'd just ignore me

 

And he's not perfect

     You're not perfect

          I'm not perfect.

               No one's perfect.

 

Both of you are definitely worth it to me.

 

You're the man in my reality,

He's the man from my dreams...

He's the man that holds me tight when we sleep,

You're the man that says "it's too hot," and then winks

 

And he can go ALL night

But tell me really. WHO wants to go ALLLLLLLLL night? lol

 

And I know nothing happens overnight I know everything's not going to go JUST RIGHT

 

But right now, right now, and right now... all I can think about...

is the way that he-- the way that he-- the way that he--

 

DOESN'T KISS ME.

 

day 30, finally finished.

Currently reading:
Love the One You're With
By Emily Giffin
Release date: 2009-04-21