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Last Updated: 12/19/2009

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Gender: Female
Sign: Gemini

State: California
Monday, June 22, 2009 

Current mood:  giddy
Category: Writing and Poetry
Shut up and play Xbox
Come over and do nothing with me
 
Hurry up and climb down from that cloud you’re on
 
I’ll love you worse.
 
In an instantaneous-lust of too much                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      
Better yet, the exquisitely blind leading the mindless
Like when you and I sit back to back reading and holding hands I’m sure I’ve lost my mind in a real way,
 
I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok.
 
Honeydew melon goes well with shrimp.  And the Lakers won the championship. And I love you sugar to shit and it’s ok that you don’t exist yet… I’ll be waiting… I’ll be patient. I’ll be waking up alone and that sucks but it’s what’s up because
 
I don’t wanna play musical chairs with any other girls
I need your undivided reliable attention
Something I have to pinch myself about
Not your second or third guessing bullyshit
Bigger than your best friend close enough to whisper and you can still hear me
Someone to put my restless asleep with his heartbeat next to me
Someone to think about when I’m staring up at the ceiling fan
 
Someone to get the best of me and still want to see the accessories
 
Someone to shut up and play X box, Wii, Tetris
Someone to be eclectic and do odd shit and calls to say hi and hang up
Someone not lost in the whowheres or whynots
But has me twirling around the thoughts in question

Skipping rewind and re-writing the best stories ever,
The long lost boring stories that I’ll listen to and ask questions like it’s the best lecture ever

Totally skipping the next class.
                        Altogether.
                                                Pretty much forever.
 
And he can just shut up and play X Box
And only stop when I stop or walk by nude
And eat home cooked food nightly, at the table… not by the TV
 
My recipe:
1 tablespoon of fear one teaspoon of lovely
Light pink rose petals and honey don’t forget vanilla extract and
Let’s make a cake batter of that and just LOVE me
Like a priority like the anxious before ecstasy or the breath after relief
We can sing happy birthday to each other daily
 
Because I’m at the mercy of my mind changing and baby that doesn’t sit safely.
There is a constant impression you must make on me.
 
Where there is no too comfortable
And there is no always wonderful
                        But at the very least
                                                You could short circuit my circus and kiss me g’night like hocus pocus.
 
I’ll love you just right once I get the focus in
 
So if you’ve got the time I’d like to know you- to be in your company; can I make an appointment?
 
Nothing “fancy schmancy,” not too important, I just wonder if you played X Box because I need an opponent.




“The more intense the feeling the more dominant the emotional mind becomes- and the more ineffectual the rational”
-Daniel Coleman, Emotional Intelligence
 

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Currently playing:
The Sims 3
Release date: 2009-06-02