It's been almost a month since upfront denial for SSI. Of course can't appeal since the paperwork hasn't arrived. I also haven't heard back from the State of NM on my GA case. It's just has me in a panicked mode. At one point they were sending me letters and calling checking on my condition. Now nothing, and what's lovely is that my case worker has no information either. I love sitting in Limbo!!!
To Make matters a bit more complicated I developed... "growths". I won't expand on it any more than that as so spare the ickiness. And of course the hospitals are of no help being this isn't an emergency situation they could care less. Of course if it were an ememergeny they still wouldn't care. Stick a bandaid on me, and hope I don;t die on the way to the curb, Not to sound as a downer, which I am, but really after 5 years of this s!!* I'm starting to wonder what to do.
I wish this thing would just hurry up and run it's course. Either go away or kill me, just choose and make it fast. Though after 5 years I doubt that either's going to happen any time soon. It may sound demented, we (my family and myself) make fun of... "it" on most occasions. Hey you can either laugh about it or cry about it. And while some days are hard I prefer to laugh. But even that's getting hard....
Sorry for making you all sit through another venting. Just wound up from not sleeping/over sleeping T_T
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Ash Like Snow
By Brilliant Green
Release date: 2008-02-12 |
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