so lately it's become apparent that I have slowly been developing a social disorder of sorts, *sigh*

I no longer feel comfortable leaving the comfort of my home for anything that might potentially become uncomfortable. Consequently I dont go out anymore.

ask my friends! its true! so true in fact I stopped talking to my friends so i dont know who you would ask seeing as that i cant name any I still currently have on a regular bases.

Oh, And I've grown fat. ha, why cant I do what i want to do (lay around on my couch), eat what I want to eat(fatty foods), drink when i want (all the time) and not get fat? it's just not fair god-damnit

So I'm also burrowing inside my place of abode to spare the outside world of my fat-ness.

combined with just an apathetic attitude towards accomplishing anything in addition to random spouts of manic behavior. Some self-analysis concludes I might very well be kind of.. unbalanced.  :)

Don't ask why I smile.