I didn't plan to release this EP, but i thought who gives a fuck, so i did release it anyways.

This is obviously the second part of the Ilupir's Tales, in which i thought I'd like to go deep into Ilupir's ass...Mind. (Although, i can't see a distinct difference between these two.)

Since we already went through Ilupir's life and the things that she experienced (although not very detailedly) in the "Tales of Ilupir",  i thought I'd either kill Ilupir, or have a look into her mind. I'm not a murdered so i took the "not the easiest road" and made this EP. Yey me not.

I have nothing special to say about the making process, except that it was some pain in the ass, but also very fast, this is a poetry, ah, no, what !? Gay ass. Anyways, i made the vocals in one night and they really sounds bad, BUT, i wanted to keep them sounding as spontaneous as possible, even though it would ruin the whole thing. It kinda did for me, but nah. I'm evolving.

So, this whole concept could be considered as Ilupir's dream, or other dreamlike state where she is and kind...of...travels around.  So this is the deal in all of the three songs.
The first part "Drowning Eyes" has nothing to do with EMO CRYING, or maybe just little, but it's more of like Ilupir's start of the journey to mind. Or something like that. I guess Ilupir is pretty pessimistic because it seems that i sing "OH NOES" quite a lot. I do it all the time actually, god, this is the first time i realize it. HOW NEGATE AM I. I SHOULD EAT POSITIVE PILLS. Or maybe it's just Ilupir. That negative whore ! Yeahs...
Sorry. Where was i. Ilupir had been a self cheating weirdo all of her life, and now she's tired of everyone kissing her ass and not talking straight. She's come to realize that there's nothing better than brutal honesty and titties. While this is happening, she also feels like going away from human beings and just leave this stupid life everyone else has build around her. She wants to escape. She's kind of half "asleep" at this point.

The "Another Realm" is the state where Ilupir wanted to be in the first place. Her tiring three dimensional world starts to collapse and she's drifting to another realm so to say. She obviously misses her "real" life and starts to drift into a self-pity while she's thinking what she could've been. But then, she takes the bull by the horns and just fucking explodes (w00t) and kind of realizes that this is fuuuuucked up. And that she had choices and that she is what she decided to be. AND that there's always a chance to fix the problems and to be something else. Maybe the overflowing negativity became her. WHAT A REVELATION. And she has hard time to kind of let go of the negative way of thinking and perceiving life. So that's why she thinks that maybe that another realm would offer another chance for her. To start over or something.
But while the fear undermines her, the new ways begins to emerge. AND THEN HAPPENS THE LOVELY AWAKENING. YEEEEEEY. And then she drifts back to the so called real world and begins to awaken with the human kind.  PEACE AND LOVE AND WORLD OF WARCRAFT. But, then the same old negativity grabs her just before she's gone back to the real world and she's like "oh noes" and she struggles and struggles to get back to this reality and fuck shit up and then.... TO BE CONTINUED.

"Obscure Anesthesia". Yeaaaahs. Sorry, but i'm not sure what happened to Ilupir in this last part of the EP.  My neighbors are listening music quite loudly and i can't really follow my train of thought. Train of Thought only reminds me of the album from Dream Theater. Dream Theater is a great band.

Actually i have no idea what happened to Ilupir, so obviously everything above is either bullshit or subjective thoughts about life. Maybe she is happy, maybe she stopped. Maybe she's my ALTER EGO. BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM, which remind me of some 90's song...Hmmm. I have a feeling that Ilupir is still not finished yet. GOD DAMNIT. Maybe ten years from now i'll do another release about Ilupir. Maybe i will continue where i left then. Since, Obscure Anesthesia is just a BIG EMPTY SPACE for me (okay, it's quite small actually).
Maybe this is the unknown future part, left open, without specification. Maybe i understand what this all means one day. Cause i really don't have a clue at this point.
I feel so unreal now. LIKE I'M FLOATING IN ANOTHER REALM. My dog smells like diarrhea and sleeps like a baby. God, he smells but he's also so beautiful. Lovely combination.

I don't know.